*The Chronicles of F.R.E.E. Earth's Knight - Ruth Watson* Part 2 - NARTHWICH

Chapter Seven - Time for Something New

**Chapter contains sexual content towards the end**

*Watson's POV*

The party was just as cringy as before. People were drinking a lot of Astrovia wine, and because they were standing while they were drinking, the alcohol had the normal effect on them as it would have done if they had had alcohol back home.
I haven't really drunk anything, and neither had Alpin so we were sober, but Goodwin, Green and Hewitt were all a bit worse for wear.
Dean and Sawyer had been pacing themselves, so they had both taken it upon themselves to look after our drunk friends. They were very relieved when they saw us still able to stand.
"Where have you two been?" Dean asked, raising an eyebrow and helping Goodwin stand steady on her feet.
"We went to chat with Griffin," Alpin said off handedly.
"Noooooooo, you lie..." Goodwin hiccuped.
I laughed at the state of her. "Fucking hell, Goodwin. You're a right state."
Goodwin staggered forward and put both hands on my shoulders, using me for balance, her eyelids drooping. She leant forward, practically leaning against me completely, and loudly whispered, "You're not a virgin anymore, are you, you cheeky little minx?" Giggling like mad.
"The fuck, Goodwin!" I screeched at her, blushing a deep crimson red. I didn't dare look at Alpin's face after he found out I was a virgin, but his hand slipped into mine and gave it a little squeeze.
"I *hic* FUCKING KNEW IT!" Goodwin screamed out, throwing her fist in the air. "YOU FINALLY *hic* GOT SOME, WATSON!"
"Will you shut the fuck up?" I hissed at her, mortified. "Bed. Now!" I ordered, pointing to the hut.
Goodwin groaned. "Can't I have a spanking and stay out longer?" She swayed and nearly lost her balance into a table.
I shook my head. "No. Bed!" I took her arm and pulled it around my shoulders, and pretty much carried her to her bed myself. I let her fall down on the bed, Goodwin looked up at me with tears in her eyes.
"Will I ever find someone, Watson?" She wailed.
"Course you will, you have Hunter, remember?" I smiled and tucked her in bed, fully clothed. "And by the way, we did not have sex."
Goodwin's eyes widened. "You didn't?"
"No, we didn't." I shook my head, chuckling at her face.
"Ohhh," Goodwin whispered, staring at nothing. "So you're still whole?"
I burst out laughing. "Whole?" I threw my head back. "Yes, I am still whole."
"That's good." She sighed and laid back on her pillows. In seconds, she was asleep and I left to return to the party. Dean met me at the door curtain.
I smiled at her. "She's asleep."
Dean chuckled. "Not surprised to be honest. She's been drinking quite a bit."
"How much is quite a bit, exactly?" I crossed my arms and raised an eyebrow.
"More than my suggested four, at least." Dean looked at Goodwin. "She's going to be sore in the morning."
I shook my head. "And there's me and you behaving ourselves."
"Well, I have to to look after Hewitt. She said she hasn't had Astrovia wine before, and it shows!" Dean looked disturbed for a moment, before smiling. "Thankfully, she's a cute drunk."
Before I could say anything, Hewitt appeared at Dean's elbow.
"There's my girl!" Hewitt said, flinging herself into Dean's arms.
Dean gave me an amused look, before helping Hewitt to her bed.
"Come on, darling. Let's get you tucked in tight." Dean said to her soothingly.
"Can you sing to me?" Hewitt slurred, sleepily.
"No, I won't sing to you." Dean said.
"Oh, please?"
"No, darling. You need to sleep this off." Dean said firmly, gently sitting her on the edge of the bed and lifting her legs in one by one.
"Can you snuggle with me until I fall asleep?"
Dean cast me an exhausted look, and I stepped forward. "I need Dean to help me with Green, Hewitt. You get some sleep, we will see you in the morning."
"Ok," Hewitt yawned and flopped back onto her pillows, asleep.
"Well, that was easy," I laughed. "I was expecting her to put a lot more of a fight to have you in the bed with her."
"Let's go find Green and sort her out then," Dean changed the subject quickly and left the room, me following behind, giggling at her.
We located Green on the dancefloor, but neither of us dared go to get her in case we got pulled into dancing with the people around her. We were embarrassed for her as we watched her try to keep up with their dance moves while also trying to keep her balance.
Sawyer and Alpin were watching her too. Alpin found it hilarious, but Sawyer looked concerned for her.
"Watson, shouldn't we go get her?" He asked me.
"You can, I'm not going in there!" I scoffed.
"But you're our leader." He tried to convince me.
"That means I need to keep up appearances, and not make a fool of myself. If I go out there and get dragged into... Whatever type of dance that is... What will that look like for all of you?" I smirked.
"Fine, I'll do it." Sawyer gruffed and marched into the frey. We watched as he got to Green, who tried to pull him into joining her, pick her up and swing her onto his shoulder. He then turned and marched back, a defiant look on his face.
"'Atta boy!" I praised him, laughing.
He ignored me and took her into the hut, Dean quickly following after saying goodnight.
It was now just Alpin and I left. I blushed and made for the bar area to get a drink, when he grabbed my hand and pulled me back to him.
"Where were we?" He whispered seductively.
I smiled shyly and looked into his eyes, ready to lose myself again.
"Watson?"
Alpin groaned loudly and spun to see who had interrupted us once again. Pearce stood, wringing her hands, looking bashful.
I sighed, and slid away from Alpin. "What's the matter?"
"I was just wondering when we would be leaving?" Pearce asked quietly, looking at the floor.
Alpin stormed off and let me speak to Pearce alone. "Well, some of us have had a little too much to drink so they'll need tomorrow to recover. I think it'll definitely be the day after tomorrow we go."
"Oh, ok." Pearce said, and walked away, dragging her feet.
I watched her go, feeling so sorry for them, but at the same time, they were safe, and living in comfort. Even if it was all a bit strange here. I turned back to see where Alpin could have disappeared off to, but couldn't see him.
I wandered around, careful to avoid the dancefloor and surrounding crowds, looking for him. I decided to take a walk to clear my head, and figured I'll likely find Alpin back at the hut once I'm done.
I left the party behind me and walked towards the front gates. I didn't intend on leaving, it was just the easiest starting point. I was planning to walk the perimeter of the town, following the tall fence around it.
I reached the gates, waved to the guards on duty and headed off to the left, going anticlockwise. I thought about Alpin and what he said earlier. Did he mean it all? Could he have been lying?
My mind switched to Hodgson. His smiling face filling it. Did I really love him? Or had it just been a crush because he had been the only boy who had really shown interest in me since I got here? Did he like me? Alpin wasn't like him at all. Hodgson had been forward and flirty, annoyingly so, since the start. Alpin, on the other hand, had grown closer to me gradually, and hadn't really given me any reason to be annoyed at him, or frustrated. Minus the argument he had with Griffin before his confession, of course.
A cold wind blew through me. It was starting to get cold now the sun had been down for a while. The seasons were starting to change too. It suddenly struck me that we had all been here for almost a year. At least ten months had passed since then.
'It must be around October back at home.' I thought to myself, wrapping my arms around myself. I watched the ground as I continued walking, thinking about what my family were doing and my friends. My Lizzie. Did she miss me? Did she even notice I was gone?
Without realising where I was going, I walked straight into something and arms caught me before I fell back. Looking up, I gazed into those familiar eyes of Alpins.
He grinned at me. "I went to get your cloak. Its cold out tonight." He handed me my black and white fluffy cloak and I gratefully put it around my shoulders, pulling it closed, embracing the warmth. He wore the same.
"Penny for your thoughts?" He asked, lifting my chin so he could see me properly.
"Where's the penny first?" I smirked at him.
He pretended to rummage in his pockets for a second. "Sorry, it seems I don't have any on me." He shrugged jokingly.
I shook my head, unable to contain my smile. "No deal then."
"Would you like me to walk with you, or do you need time alone?"
"You can walk along with me if you like." I nodded and we started walking again together.
Alpin slid his hand out, slid my cloak back and took my hand in his. I smiled up to him and he smiled back. We walked in comfortable silence for another five minutes when I stopped.
Alpin looked back at me when he felt that I had stopped walking. His face flashed concern for a split second until he saw me smiling at him.
"What?" He asked. "Have I got something on my face?" He started wiping round his face and cheeks.
"No, you're fine." I smirked.
He retraced his steps until he stopped in front of me. "What is it then?"
I didn't say anything. I grabbed his face and pulled him down, our lips smashing together. His tongue licked my lips, wanting access and I granted it to him. Our tongues met hungrily, his hand dug itself into my hair while the other snaked around my waist, both my arms wrapped themselves around his neck. He pushed into me more, forcing me to take a slight step back to keep my balance, but my foot found a pothole. Both of us tumbled to the ground, Alpin on top of me.
"Are you ok?" Alpin asked.
I laughed. "I'm fine. I had a soft landing thanks to this cloak."
He moved to get up, but I stopped him, keeping my arms locked around his neck, pulling him back to pick up where we left off. He moaned as he started kissing me again, his hand cupping my cheek while the other stayed around my waist.
Feeling his body laying on top of me was thrilling. My heart was pounding against my chest with the excitement, my breathing laboured as I struggled to get enough oxygen from all the kissing. He moved slightly and I felt something hard pressing up against me.
My eyes flew open when I realised what it was and I tensed up. Sensing a change, Alpin lifted his head away from me.
"What's the matter?" He whispered, stroking my cheek.
"I... I..." I didn't know what to say.
"Are you ok?"
"I... Well... I..."
"Do you want to stop?"
"I... Yes." I said finally. I didn't but this wasn't the most comfortable position.
"Ok." He breathed and leant forward to kiss my forehead before getting off me and helping me up. Once I was standing, he sat back down.
"What are you doing?" I asked him, perplexed.
"It's... uh... kind of hard to walk with..." He looked down between his legs.
"Ohhhhhhhh," I looked away quickly, blushing and holding back a giggle.
"Yes, oh." He grinned up at me sheepishly. "You go back and get to bed. I'll see you in the morning."
"Are you sure?" I asked, looking down at him.
"Yes, I'm sure. I'll be following in five, ten minutes anyway."
"Is that how long it takes?" I blurted out without thinking, clamping my hand to my mouth.
He laughed. "Well, I'd like to say it will be longer, but it's been a while." He laughed louder.
I joined in with his laughter, embarrassed beyond belief with myself. I said goodnight and headed left towards the centre of the town. Another good thing about circles, is it's pretty fucking easy to find the centre when you need to, I mused to myself.
The party was still in full swing, but people had started disappearing to bed now. I ducked myself round and entered the hut. No one was in the main room, so I went to the bathroom, did my business and freshened myself up, then head to bed.
Goodwin was snoring loudly and I noticed Dean had snuck into bed with Hewitt while I was gone. I shook my head and climbed into the soft bed, staring at the ceiling. Was I right in stopping him? Would it have felt that right with Hodgson?
"Watson?"
I jumped violently at Goodwins voice coming out of the dark. I held a hand to my chest in an attempt to calm my pacing heart. "Go back to sleep, Goodwin."
"Are... Are you still whole?" she mumbled.
I snorted. "Yes, I'm still whole." I assured her.
"Do you still like Hodgson?"
I frowned, starting to feel guilty. But it wasn't like I was cheating. We never made it official, in fact I had mostly pushed him away because he had been so annoying, but he kept coming back. I sighed heavily. "I-I don't know..." I answered truthfully.

The next day, us girls were sitting in the main room of the hut, Green, Goodwin and Hewitt looked very sorry for themselves.
"Feeling a little green, Green?" Alpin said as he and Sawyer came in to join us.
The three hungover girls just groaned as a response. Hewitt flopped her head onto Deans shoulder and Dean put a comforting arm around her, holding her tightly.
Alpin came and sat next to me, grinning. He unashamedly took my hand and gave it a gentle squeeze.
"Good morning, beautiful," Alpin said, and I grinned at him.
"Good morning," I gave him a quick peck on the lips.
"If you'll all excuse me, I need to go barf." Sawyer grunted and left the hut.
He was only gone for a few seconds before he dashed back inside, breathing heavily, looking panicked and flustered.
"What's the matter, Sawyer?" I asked, raising to my feet.
"I... She... They're all... Oh fuck that!" He ran into the bedroom leaving the rest of us looking at each other confused and bewildered by his behaviour.
I bunched my brow up in the middle, then went to take a look outside to see what he saw. My breath hitched in my chest.
Moreno was outside with a few other residents, completely naked, slowly moving in a type of yoga. I shut the curtain straight away, and faced the others eyes wide from shock.
They waited for me to explain.
"We... We need to get out of here!" I said and went into the bedroom to start packing.
I gave it a while before I tried to leave the hut. We were all packed, our armour back on and made sure we had all our weapons. I just needed to go tell Pearce, Gray and Sellers to pack and get ready to leave.
I peeked outside and when I saw the coast was clear, I braved stepping out, quickly pacing to where I knew the girls were staying.
"Oh good morning, Watson!" A cheerful, feminine voice called out to me. I cringed and turned around slowly.
"Morning, Moreno."
Her smile faltered when she saw I was back in my armour and had my Dragonwrath on. "Oh," she mumbled, disappointment apparent on her face. "Leaving so soon?"
"Yeah..." I rubbed the back of my neck, trying to think on my feet. "We have some business we need to attend to, and we'd rather get that over and done with as soon as possible."
'And I really don't want to see anyone naked ever again!' I thought to myself.
"That's a shame. I was hoping to hold another party for you the day before you leave..."
"Oh, well. Think of the one last night as our welcoming and goodbye party," I forced a smile at her and spun on my heel to get the girls.
I didn't even announce my arrival, I just moved the curtain out of the way and walked straight in. The girls were half way through eating their breakfast, now they froze staring at me, terror on their faces.
"Oh, right... The armour," I realised what was making them so scared and removed my helmet. "Ladies, pack your things. We're moving out as soon as possible!" I demanded.
"Really?" Sellers squealed. "We're going?"
"Yup," I said popping the P. "So the quicker you get packed, the sooner we can go."
The girls dashed to pack their belongings, which wasn't very much, and followed me back to my hut. The others were gathered outside all ready to go.
The ten of us marched through the town, staring straight ahead, heading for the exit. The residents of Swindmore watched us stride past with slightly shocked faces, backing out of our way as we came.
"WATSON?" I heard Moreno called behind us. I cringed and felt like pulling my hair out. I don't want to speak to her.
"What?" I called back as I turned to face her, not bothering to hold back how fed up I was.
"I wanted to give you this." she said, guiltily and handed me a small box.
I glared at her for a moment before taking the box from her. "Thank you." I grumbled.
Opening the box, there was a small silver pocket watch. I rose my eyebrows, surprised. Taking it out, I opened the cover to reveal it wasn't a watch, it was a compass. I gasped and looked at Moreno.
She gave me a small smile. "I know we're not everyone's cup of tea. But I wanted to make sure that you went in the right direction. I was hoping to have a quiet chat with you before you left though." She looked over my shoulder at the others, who were shifting impatiently, wanting to go.
I sighed deeply. "Give me five minutes, guys." I called back to them and gestured for Moreno to move and I followed after her.
She went into the nearest hut and sat on the floor while I removed Dragonwrath and my helmet, and sat down opposite her. She cast her eyes over Dragonwrath before looking at me with a very serious face.
"I just wanted to tell you something I think is very important before you leave, Watson."
I mentally rolled my eyes. "Right?"
She took a deep breath. "It's a prophecy."
"A prophecy?" I asked, unimpressed. What bullshit was she playing at now?
"They have all been found. When the five stand together, the Order of Verdicts will fall and peace shall reign across the Realms."
I blinked. The fuck she on about? "Um, am I supposed to know what that means?"
She gave me a smile and shook her head. "No, you won't yet. But you will soon. The Dragonwrath is the biggest clue you have to solving it." She pointedly nodded to my sword.
I looked down at it, thinking. 'They have all been found...'
"Could the first part mean that there's more than one of these swords out there?" I asked, raising an eyebrow.
She shrugged. "I don't know. But, like I said, you will find out soon."
"Well, obviously you do know, or you wouldn't have told me the sword was my biggest clue!"
She ignored me and stood back up. I looked up at her, bunching my eyebrows together, starting to get angry.
"That's it?!" I said, frustrated.
"That's it. You may now leave." She smiled at me.
I made a furious noise at the back of my throat as I got to my feet, jamming my helmet back on my head, picking up Dragonwrath and stormed out of the hut.
"WE'RE LEAVING! NOW!" I shouted at my team who were sitting on the floor waiting for me. I didn't wait for them to get up, I just continued marching forward, angry that Moreno had wasted my time like that.
The guards at the gates stood back letting me through, and I caught a glimpse of Griffin watching me with a sad look on his face. I ignored him and headed off into the forest, the others calling my name behind me.

Hours later, I was still seething. Moreno was useless! How is knowing a stupid fucking prophecy going to help me? What is the Order of Verdicts when it's at home? And why was it annoying me so much that I didn't know what it meant?! She knew what it was about, that I was certain! But the bitch just didn't want to hand over the information, ohh no! She had to fucking tease me, didn't she?!
My friends and our survivors were struggling to keep up behind me. I had Dragonwrath out, swishing it about to cut away anything that stood in my way. All I could see was red.
Suddenly, something touched my hand, and I spun myself around with Dragonwrath poised, ready to attack.
Alpin stood there, his hands in the air in surrender, looking increasingly worried. Behind him, the others stood with the same expressions. Pearce, Gray and Sellers looked petrified at my behaviour.
I sighed and hung my head, sheathing Dragonwrath and taking off my helmet.
"Are you ok, babe?" Alpin muttered, taking my now free hand.
I nodded and looked up at them again. "I'm sorry for the way I've been acting. It's just..." I trailed off, feeling the anger start to rise in my stomach again.
Alpin pulled me into a tight hug, which was a bit awkward considering we were both in tough armour.
"Don't apologise. What did the nutty cow say to get you all rattled up, huh?" He said soothingly, calming my fraying nerves.
"That's the thing, I didn't understand a fucking word of it. It was a load of old jargon to me." I huffed and stepped away from him.
I noticed that everything around us was stained red. It was evening already? I had been so deep in my thoughts and feeling so angry that we should have stopped and made camp by now.
"We will camp here tonight." I sighed, and took my bag off my shoulder, letting it fall on the floor and sat down on it.
The rest cautiously made their way to join me and set about making up camp. Alpin and Sawyer went to find firewood, Dean and Hewitt started rummaging for the tools they'll need for dinner, Goodwin and Green came to sit with me, and Pearce, Gray and Sellers rolled out their sheets and sat down on them. They didn't talk and I knew they were uncomfortable around me at the moment because I was so angry.
I watched as the boys returned and made the campfire, lighting it.
I decided I needed to speak to someone.
"Goodwin, Green and Dean. With me, please." I ordered and stood to head off in the direction Alpin and Sawyer had just come from. The girls followed after me, silently.
After I got far enough to be out of ear shot, but close enough in case of danger, I turned to face them and they looked at me, expectantly.
"What happened, Watson?" Dean asked.
I told them exactly what Moreno had said.
"She didn't tell you any further detail?" Green asked in disbelief.
I shook my head, sitting on the floor, defeated.
"Well, what was the fucking point of that?!" Goodwin blurted out.
"Exactly." I said. "Its like dangling a scrap of food in front of someone who hasn't eaten anything for days, then snatching it away!"
"I wonder why she felt she had to tell you though." Dean wondered.
"Fuck knows. The bitch is fucking crazy!" I exclaimed, putting my head in my hands.
"Say it to us again, Watson." Green requested.
I sighed. "They have all been found. When the five stand together, the Order of Verdicts will fall and peace shall reign across all realms."
"Realms..." Green said quietly. "We know we're in another realm now. Could it possibly mean Earth and Astrovia?"
"I don't know," I moaned, still with my head in my hands. "My head hurts. Most of me is telling me it's bullshit and not to listen to the silly cow, but another smaller part of me is telling me to take it seriously."
"Well, let's work our way through it backwards." Dean muttered, mostly to herself as she started pacing. "It makes sense that Earth and Astrovia would be the 'Realms' section. 'Peace shall reign', there must be a war coming, and a serious one at that. 'Order of Verdicts will fall'... that sounds like an organisation of some kind. Possibly the ones who took us away? Or another enemy?"
She continued muttering to herself, pacing back and forth, but I shut her out. My head ached and I felt exhausted from it. I just wanted to sleep. Thankfully, Goodwin shut her up.
"Let's sleep on it and take another look at it tomorrow." She offered. "We've been walking all day and we're all tired."
We all agreed and made our way back. Hewitt was finishing up dinner and Dean rushed to help her dish up. I pulled my cloak out of my sack and wrapped it around myself, before sitting on the floor, away from the others. I wasn't feeling very sociable tonight.
Dean handed me my plate and I ate in silence, while the others chatted quietly amongst themselves. I didn't attempt to listen, I just wanted to shut everything down now and sleep. After I was finished, I got up and handed my plate to Dean.
"Who's taking the first shift tonight?" I asked, and Dean and Hewitt raised their hands. "Ok, girls. Stay alert and remember to take the potion." They nodded and I went back to where I had been sitting. I removed my helmet and placed it on the floor, before laying down facing away, holding my cloak tightly around me, and drifting off into a restless sleep.
When I woke, it was still dark. I looked back to the others and saw them all asleep, with Dean and Hewitt leaning against a tree together, holding each other and very quietly chatting.
I groaned as I sat myself up and stretched. I needed to pee badly, so I got up, left my helmet by my cloak and walked to Dean and Hewitt. They both looked up at me, giving me small, kind smiles and I smiled back at them.
"I'll be back in a bit." I said and went off deeper into the forest. Once I was done, I headed back and approached Dean and Hewitt again.
"May I join you?" I asked.
"Sure, you can." Dean said, scooting herself back to sit up a bit.
"How's it been tonight?"
"Quiet." Hewitt said.
"That's a relief." I sighed. "Look, I'm sorry about yesterday. I just let it get to me."
"Don't worry about it, Watson." Dean said. "We know you better than that. But I have to admit, I've never seen you that angry before."
"Yeah, I know." I let out a humourless chuckle. "It doesn't happen very often. Last time I got this angry was because my sister had chewed my headphones."
Dean and Hewitt let out small laughs. We heard shuffling from the group and turned our heads to look. Alpin was sitting up.
"Morning, babe." He mumbled, rubbing his eyes.
"It's not quite morning yet, hun." I said to him. "Try and go back to sleep."
"Nah. Now I've seen you're awake, I won't be able to sleep." He said.
I rolled my eyes at Dean and Hewitt and Alpin came to sit next to me, putting his arm around me tightly.
"What happened yesterday, babe?" He asked. "I've never seen you so angry."
"It's nothing now." I assured him, leaning my head on his shoulder. "I was overthinking things I think."
"Want to come for a quick walk, just the two of us?" He gave my shoulders a squeeze.
"That would be nice actually." I said, looking at him and smiling, knowing full well it was not going to be a walk but more of a make out session.
"We'll be back before the others wake up, girls." Alpin rose to his feet, holding his hand out for me to take.
"Right you are. Have fun." Dean winked at me and we went deeper into the forest.
It wasn't long until we were both laying on the forest floor, kissing like there was no tomorrow. I never wanted it to end. Our tongues hungrily explored each others mouths while our hands explored each others bodies. Again, I felt something hard pressing up against my inner thigh. I put a hand on Alpins chest.
"What is it?" Alpin said, looking around for any danger.
"Don't worry. There's nothing out there." I giggled, quietly.
"Oh good," He lent back in to continue kissing, but I pushed my hand into his chest again. He pulled back, giving me a quizzical look. "Do you want to stop?"
"Oh no," I shook my head slowly. "I'm trying to tell you..." I took a deep breath. "I'm ready."
"Ready?" Alpin cocked his eyebrow at me, still confused.
"Yes, I'm ready..." I said, trying to sound seductive, yet innocent, and not so blatantly obvious all at the same time.
He bunched his eyebrows together, looking all the more perplexed.
'Oh, for fucks sake' I thought.
"I want you, Alpin." I smiled, as gently as I could.
His eyebrows shot up as he finally got what I meant. "Really?"
I nodded and he breathed out before pulling me into the most passionate, intense and amazing kiss I had ever had in my life. Our kissing changed from desperate and hungry to slow and full of purpose. Each kiss was making me more and more positive I was ready to take the next step. To let it all go. To become a woman.
Alpins hands reached down and undid my trouser belt, tugging them down slowly, while my hands went for his trousers and loosened them before raising my hands to wrap them around his neck. I realised quickly this was going to be tougher to accomplish than I thought. We both had armour on, and it really spoiled the mood having to stop kissing each other to remove our greives and curaisses, as well as the clothing underneath it.
It wasn't how I imagined my first time to be at all. I had imagined it to be romantic, carefully planned out, with someone I had been with for a lot longer than just over a week. Instead, it was with someone I cared about and had shared enough near death experiences with to consider it a valid enough reason to do it.
We kept ourselves semi dressed from the waist up and laid back down, our naked bottom halves pressed up against each other, feeling the others warmth.
I could feel his hardness pressing against my core. It wasn't painful, but I knew he hadn't really entered yet.
"Let me know when you want me to do it, babe," he whispered in my ear gently.
I took a few calming breathes while our lips pressed against each other. I nodded and he pushed in further. I could feel something tighten and scrunched my eyes up bracing myself, but he eased back off, continuing to kiss me so romantically and tenderly, that I completely relaxed. He pushed again and I felt something snap.
I jerked, gasping and my eyes flew open, staring at Alpin as he looked at me with so many different emotions on his face. I relaxed again, knowing that the worst part was now over, and I could finally let it go and enjoy it.
Alpin smiled at me once he saw I was over the shock, and buried his face in my neck, nuzzling my hair and started to move back and forth. "Now for some real fun," he whispered into my ear.