Falling for Irwin ~a.i

Chapter fifteen

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Ashton*

"I can't believe you!" I exclaimed. "She is your best friend Mackenzie!"

"That was till she broke your heart! I didn't think this would happen either." Mackenzie looked down.

"I broke her heart, she didn't break mine." I repeated.

"That's not what fans on Twitter were saying." she said eyeing me.

"Ha!" I point to her. "Key word! Fans, our fans lie! At least some of them do. And they don't know what happen either! Only the boys, Jenna, and myself know!"

"Why didn't you tell me?"

"You never asked!" I picked up a rock and threw it, seeing it land in the pond. We once were inside but we were told if we couldn't keep it down we have to leave.

"I'm sorry okay? God!" Mac's head landed in her hands. I sighed heavily.

"From now on." I started. "If you hear anything over the Internet about me, the boys, or Jenna you ask us. You don't believe what everybody else says."

"You sound like dad." she said barely audible.

"I learned from the best." I looked down a smile half forced put on my face.

We stood there in silence for the longest time. Very uncomfortable silence. I slowly lowered myself on to the grass, looking out on the small pond, it was very relaxing here.

"Ashton." Mac started. Looked to her as she spoke. "Is Jen gonna be okay?"

I thought for a moment, unsure of the answer, thinking for the right answer. Not able to really think of one I answered with a question. "Can one predict the future?"

"No." she answered.

"Then there's your answer. I do not know if she will be okay, but all we can do is hope. That's all we can do." I replied. I can't look at her in the eyes, because I didn't want her to know how I was feeling, I didn't want anyone to know, but one thing for sure I knew how I was feeling. I'm angry, frustrated and overwhelmed. Scarce of the future and what a may bring. Death, life, dread, or even joy. The future can bring any of those things into our lives. All of these possiblities of future emotions are all surrounded by the fate of Jenna it seemed like. For all we know there could be no tomorrow for Jen. Or any of us for that matter. We all could just fall asleep, and well, never wake up. God I hate when I get like this. I get real deep in thought and over think situations. Jenna's fine, she's awake, breathing. She'll be fine. I hope.

I walked back to the hospital and Mac went to work, telling me when Jen wakes up I need to call her, I went to the elevators pressing the third floor button. Stupid elevator music filled the damn thing. I began to grow impatient, I felt like I was in there for ever, then the doors finally opened and I step out. Walking in Jen's room I see Michael, his hair was a mess, Calum was asleep on one of the chairs, Luke was in another chair his head in his hands. It was now 7 at night. We all were exhausted. The only noise was the sounds of the machines.

A nurse came in bringing in three cots. I let Calum, Luke and Michael have the cots. I didn't want to sleep. And if I ended up sleeping, I would sleep right next to Jen's bed.

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The next morning after a sleepless night we found out that Jen's pride and joy, a.k.a her truck, was what Jason used to try and get away. But he fail and her truck was destroyed. Well more like drowned. He was shot and the truck then was driven off a bridge. The small river was deep enough to go under, but on the way down off the bridge it was totaled. Even though Jen doesn't know the news of her baby's death, I could feel that she, would be crushed.

"Guys I'm gonna go out or a bit." I groaned. I needed to get out and think. I wasn't gonna be gone for long. I just needed to get out of this room. They guys said they'll keep me updated on Jen.

My mom contracted me and said she wanted to talk to me. She knows what happen and she wants to show me something and etc.

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Jen still isn't awake, it's about 12 now, it's been two hours since I left and I think I found Jen a new baby. She loves trucks and motorcycles. But she also loves Volts Wagon Vans. It's a blue greenish Van with a top part white and the body the blue green color. When I went to see my mom she told me about this beauty. My mom said her friend wanted to give it to me for Jen because of the incident with her truck. I was just now finishing the papers for the ownership of the vehicle. I will be paying for this car, Jen knowing her, she will protest an fight but I need to do this. I have to do this.

I have to do it not just because o the lost of her baby. But because I have to take care of my girl.

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Author note 💅

Why hello everybody! I realize this chapter sucked and was very short but I needed to update. I am currently on holiday and I've been editing this chapter and on other books. But I hope this chapter was okay? Haha!

(It sucked bruh! lol!)

Update! I edited this chapter and added just a bit and fixed shiz.

(Updated 6/8/15)

Sending love and virtual hugs!

Boo-bye!