Chapter 13
Unti unti ay parami ng parami ang mga estudyanteng nag aabang sa kung ano mang balak nila valdez sa akin.
It's been 5 minutes i think simula ng igapos nila ako, naiwan si valdez para bantayan ako, as if namang makakawala pa ako sa higpit ng pagkakagapos nila.
"Alam mo kung hindi kana sana pumalag pa kay first edi sana wala ka ngayon rito. Sayang... maganda ka pa naman-- siguradong mapapasaya mo ako ang kaso lang... In ka tsk tsk tsk!" Aniya habang malagkit na sinusuri ang kabuuan ko.
Nan lamig ako sa paraan ng paninitig niya sa akin. Parang gusto ko biglang takpan ang kabuuan ko, sa buong tanan ng buhay ko ngayon ko lang naranasan to.
"Mga hayop kayo" mahina ngunit matigas kong sabi habang naka tungo. Pilit na pinipigila ang pag iyak.
"Heto na Captain" ani ng kasama niya ng makabalik na may dalang mga kahon.
"Okay let's start" Valdez said with a smile on his lips.
"ECU's students' may i have all your attention please?" Sa paraan ng pananalita niya para lang siya mag peperform sa entablado.
"As you can see this girl who's In-- is on her punishment right now. So feel free to make fun of her, feel free to relieve your stresses to her because she will bring regale to us" he just broadcast to all students right here to make fun of me. And it's not funny at all.
I hate being the center of attraction either in a good way. I hate it when all eyes at me cauz it's feels so suffocating.
Parang perya ang set up ngayon sa harap ng soccer field. I was tied up in a tree, there are boxes meters away from me and lastly the crowd. Excitement drew on their faces as they started to throw those things from the boxes on me. Fresh eggs, Tennis ball, crumpled papers and tomatoes. They prepared for this.
Their laughs is too horrific to hear. The flashes of their phones is blinding. Their eyes is shouting happiness.
I bowed my head trying to stop myself to break down. I tried my best to put my self together and show them that i can endure this embarrasing moment of my life.
Pero tila na tauhan ako ng deretsong tumama sa ulo ko ang tennis ball na hinagis ng isang estudyante. Masakit na ang katawan ko hapong hapong na at pakiramdam ko binubugbog ako sa mga oras na to. Dumagdag pa ang sobrang higpit na pagkakagapos sa akin kaya hindi ako maka hinga ng maayos.
Natigilan ang lahat ng mag angat ako ng tingin. Nag uunahang tumulo ang nga luhang kanina ko pa pilit na pinipigilan hindi ko na rin napigilan pa ang pag hikbi. Ngunit muli akong napayuko ng isa isa silang nag tawanan at nag patuloy sa ginagawa.
"Cry bitch!" A girl shouted while taking videos.
They're laughing-- the crowd. While i? I was crying silently.
Para lang akong murderer na pinaparusahan ng buong bayan dahil naka gawa ako ng kasalanang ni buhay ko'y di ito ma babayaran.
Can't really believed that i fantasized this kind of school. Mapait akong natawa sa sariling isip.
From their faces and the way they smile, i can tell that they're having fun-- having fun of me. I said to myself before na gusto kong makapag pasaya ng iba and now i am, but heck! i don't like it this way--no one would.
Walang silang pakielam kung nakakasakit na sila dahil ito ang kaligayahan nila dito sila sumasaya sa pananakit ng iba.
I don't know anymore they're not humans for me they're heartless and insensate.
BINABASA MO ANG
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