May 15, 2020 @ 12:34 pm
I have lost many friends in the short time I've been alive
Either from leaving, moving, and dying by suicide
And each time my hands shake with fear as I sit
Screaming to myself about the pain they were in
I once tried to leave this world in pain
Just getting out of bed was such a strain
But when I'd see a kid on the edge
I'd pull myself out if there was a chance
When I see your words I feel that shake
In my hands and I try to stay awake
Because yes, I've lost friends, this is true
Still I'm not used to the pain and I can't lose you
I feel you, I see you, I hear your song
I want to help you breathe even if you feel wrong
Please, I know I'm selfish to beg
But the thought of you dead just fills me with dread
To never see your name, hear your voice, see your face
It is a heartbreak I'll never be able to take
You think since I've lost I'll be fine to lose you
How badly I want to tell you that isn't even true
I'll always support you morning or night
I'll stay up with you while you fight your fight
Sleep means nothing to me if you're not here
One breath at a time, I'll always be here
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Collections of Poems and Songs Volume Two
شِعرThe second volume to Collections of Poems and Songs by Cesa Lee Tucker. Since these volumes are written in chronological order, the reader may see some major improvements in writing style, rhythm, and overall vocabulary. I hope you enjoy. Highest ra...
