Thoughts After Waking From a Nightmare

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I woke up from a nightmare of a prince leaving me behind

At first I thought he was from Rome, now I know that was a lie

Because it wasn't until I saw an image of your face

That I knew in my heart in my dreams you were placed

It's been months since we were in each other's presence

Yet it's been years since my heart beat this intense

Where are you, my love?

What happened to us?

I know the order, the steps, the events, the story

But memories of you holding me when films were too gory

Hurts much more after the months of silence between us

Your mother still calls, your father is silent, which is a plus

I'm still in your family but so far away

I know we'll be friends until otherwise you say

I'm left imagining tonight of a time that once was

When we hadn't been allowed our freedom for our cause

Perhaps we were the right people in the wrong time

In a parallel universe walking a thin line

These years have got better, I know my life is complete

Except for nights where in my dreams you leave in defeat

Is there a world in which I was brave?

Perhaps in a land, by the sea, near a cave

Singing about how it would be nice

A pleasant morning, not a night living lies

Our love was a city we had dreamed we built

Would it help you to know I'm still wracked with guilt?

Still to this day I hear your voice sing in pain

Of thorns and roses and love wash away in rain

That trip to the ship of sunken hopes is now a dead dream

Hopefully tonight is quiet instead of one filled with screams

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