Mystic Academy

A letter that was never seen...

A/N: You people who don't know me can just ignore this chapter if you want to... don't even need to vote for this chapter...

This chapter is just me...writing a letter out for someone who I still have feelings for... but not together anymore... I didn't had a chance to pass it to him...

Dear someone,
I'm sorry for everything... I finally know how you felt all this time... when I heard the song: I'll be fine by Stevie Hoang.  I'm really sorry for not understanding how you feel... all this time...I'm sorry... I'm such a fool for not noticing you earlier... to realize you're a good guy...

Actually when my bestfriend said that she might have a crush on you. So I just wanted to clarify if you still like me so That's why I asked you that question. And when you said you still have feelings, I felt flattered and yet confused at the same time... when I saw your expression after you answered me my chest hurts a little I didn't know why. Why I wanted to cry...

I didn't tell my bff about the question I asked you... because I don't want things to get complicated... I don't want my bff to get hurt... but a few days after that... she told me that she has a boyfriend and wanted me to give you a chance... I actually thought about it for a long time before she even told me but was too shy to tell you. But thanks to her I told you everything...

But if you really want me and sure of being with me despite what I have done...then promise that you won't break my heart... that you won't leave me hurting...

Thanks for lending me your shoulder... that day...

But now...I see you're with her...it hurts...I don't know whether to pat you on the back and say it's gonna be OK... or laugh at you and say serve you right... I still in love...

End.

I know it's almost about a year since we broke up suddenly and now we're barely talking to each other.... and friends around me told me to just get over you... I cried so many times.... My best friends I'm really sorry... I want to get over the fact that he's gone and this is over....but I don't know how.... I'm not sure anymore... there was a time when I thought it was over and I'm happy... that I could get over you but I can't... I sometimes wish that you'll turn around and come back to me...but I guess this is just wishful thinking... I regret it...

I wrote this even though it's quite obvious that you probably won't see this...  I'm praying that this pain would stop and this song called: Breakeven by the script described what I'm feeling for almost about a year... but except that I pray to a God which I do believe in. And another song called: Six Degrees of Separation described what I'm going through...

And if you do see this... I just want to tell you... you've changed...I don't know if it's just me or you but I really hope that someday you'll turn back into the guy I've once met and fall in love with... the old innocent you...you know the guy who lives close by my house, he's shy and cute ...I just want to say sorry one last time... and if you do see this Please Please Please don't keep on skipping CCA! That's the reason why this relationship ended...

And just wish you the best of luck that you'll find someone better... I mean it...