cravings || lrh.

the one where she leaves

jennas pov

(a/n btw theres gonna be flashbacks, its going to be italicized)

I opened my eyes, only to be met by a frowning Ashton. I rubbed my eyes, yawning.

"I was napping" I snapped tiredly at Ashton, slowly sitting up on the couch.

"Jenna.. I have some.. Bad news.." Ashton spoke slowly, I arched a brow

"What?"

"Uh, we're going on tour." He whispered, I smiled, wrapping my arms around him

"Why is that bad news?" I asked wearily, afraid of what might come. Ashton slowly peeled my arms off his neck

"We're leaving soon, as in 4 weeks, and um, we can't take anyone.." He muttered, my smile fell from my lips as I confusingly looked at him, "What?"

Ashton's eyes filled with tears, he put his face in his hands

"You guys.. Are leaving me?" I clarified, my voice cracked as he slowly nodded. My mind rushed with thoughts, "Ashton" I mumbled as he looked up, his eyes red and puffy. He looked high.

"How long have you-?" I began to ask but Ashton cut me off with a dull tone.

"A month" Was all it took for me to sprint into my room and grab a suitcase, shoving close in it before opening my door. I grabbed my phone and a jacket quickly. I ran all the way to the elevator, quickly pressing the "closing door" button repeatedly, I heard Ashton's footsteps run after me. The last sight I saw before the doors closed was him standing infant of me. I slowly backed up against the wall, closing my eyes as the main floor became closer. The doors opened as I stepped out, walking fast as I stepped on the sidewalk, raising my hand as a taxi cab pulled up.

"Sydney, 369 Lightlane Avenue." Was all I said as I climbed in the taxi, handing him the money before pressing my head against the window, I watched as Ashton ran out of the apartment doors, frantically looking around. He pulled out his phone calling who I presume was Luke. Luke. I shuttered at the thought, breathing heavily as I put my feet up on the seat, looking put the window at the buildings passing.

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"We're here" The man said, I thanked him before stepping out, my luggage was light seeing as I only packed a few things. I glanced down at my phone, 9:05 pm, my entire lock screen was a filled with texts and calls from Ashton and the boys. I sighed as I slowly dragged my feet up the steps, glancing at the small home. I knocked on the door, waiting as I rocked back and forth on my feet. The door opened, a gasp falling from the ladies lips.

"Jenevive" Liz smiled, engulfing me in a hug as I buried my face into her shoulder. Yes, Liz Hemmings. She reminded me of Luke, and I couldn't go to Anne's because Ashton would've looked there.

"Hi, Liz" I returned the smile, I picked up my luggage as she set the door open wider, welcoming me inside. I stepped inside, the dark wood flooring and the white walls hitting me hard with memories.

"Why are you here?" Liz asked, Jack walked down the stairs, seeing me, his mouth turned into a smile. Reminding me so much of Luke. I raised my eyebrows at him with a smile as he charged down the rest of the steps, picking me up in a hug as he twirled me around.

"Hey to you too, Jack" I smiled as he set me down as Liz scolded him, she sent me a look that said 'talk to me later' before she hurried off into the kitchen.