dazai x reader :DAZAI San

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Last chapter..

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"I WAS JUST DRINKING COFFEE WITH HIM WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU!"

"Y/N YOU WERE LITERALLY GIGGLING WITH THAT DOUCHE BAG"

"GIGGLING BECAUSE ITS HARD TO LAUGH AT THOSE PATHETIC JOKES YOU STUPID IDIOT OSAMU"

"whatever I'm going out for a walk"

"Wait what the fuck are you seriously getting mad at dazaiiiii"

A few hours later

Y/n's POV:

I wonder where he went it been a few hours now, as I thought to myself I was slowly getting worried sick. Why can't the man just believe me then again he needs his personal space aaaa jeez what a baby tch!

Two more hours later

shit he isn't picking up , damn it osamu don't be involved in another stupid sucide attempt.

After waiting for one more hour I decided to leave the house and look for him. I literally searched high and low his favourite spots to his least favourites spots but he wasn't there, where could he have gone too, it's fucking 3am

I soon reached a weird rundown apartment, it held memories but bad ones as it was where me and dazai were suppose to meet in attempt to leave the mafia. Things didn't go smoothly so now this place was where I got badly scared.

I sighed as I entered it, I saw a male sitting calmly on the wooden floor

"There you are you had me worried sick dazai"

No reply, I hesitantly reached to pat his shoulder. Before anything he gripped my wrist and pulled me into his lap his eyes showed concern and worry

I stroked his cheek and said

" what's wrong"

He looked away

"I-I'm sorry y/n I shouldn't have left you alone like that"

I was shocked but laughed a little still with my head on his lap, but his gaze towards the broken window never left

"Oi idiot whatever has passed has passed its not easy to let go I learned that the hard way heh but trust me when I say I love you and I care for you because all my life Osamu i never experienced anything better than you"

"I- y/n I really do love you too, so much more, your my light the reason I want to live, it's just that I can't believe how bad you would have felt at that moment and still love me"

"come on that's what you call unconditional love, sooo I don't need a reason to love you and to be honest I don't think hating you was ever an option the day we confessed was the day I knew I would keep on loving you no matter what, even if it was unrequited, even if you weren't with me I decided I will always be there for you"

My eyes were teary I loved him I really did I was so glad he was there to listen to my feelings and accepting them.

He smiled at me lovingly with tears in his beautiful eyes as well

"Y/n l/n your amazing and I swear to god, I love you and I will protect so just fucking marry me"

"FUCK YEAH"

We both laughed and cried and I don't know much about luck but I was pretty damn lucky to have a dazai with me till the day I died.