Crush Rush

The Reveal

-Coming back from the toilet-

Now that feels better. I hope Adam is back. I really need to know who it is. But what if it's Chris. Does it means... he ....likes me? 

"Hey! Why are you smiling by yourself there?"

Shoot. Please don't be Chris. Please don't be Chris. Oh,he's back. And he's sitting at my deskmate,Rachel's place. Hmm...Rachel doesn't seems bothered by it.

"You finally know who wrote it?"

"Nope. Still no clue. Can you please tell me,Adam?"

*final bell rings*

Adam laughed & said,"OK,just don't tell that person I told you.Promise?"

"I promise!' I said with excitement in my heart.

"It was...." I looked at the Adam eagerly,waiting for him to reveal the name of this guy.

...me," he said with a smile across his face. "I didn't see the sticky note on your table when we were talking just now & I wondered if the wind blew it away so I asked."

WHAT? It was him all along? But...but...I've seen his handwriting so many times & I'm 100% sure I know how his handwriting is. It's small,messy & hard to read them. But these words are written nicely for a guy,so how?

"But the handwriting. It's different from yours. Did you ask someone to write it for you?" I asked, still not believing that it was from him.

"Oh,it's mine. My normal handwriting is messy but that's because I usually write fast. If I take my time to write, it looks kind of neat. Like the one I wrote on that note." he smiled again. "Now I gotta go. My sister is picking me up. Bye,Sarah!"

And there goes my fantasy of Chris might liking me back. This changes nothing but why does my heart feel like it's in pieces. Relax,Sarah. Nothing changed. Take a deep breath & let's go home.

-Outside of school,waiting for ride home-

Now that I think about what just happend, I feel so so so so pissed for some reason. I was so excited and thought that it would be my best day but nope. Kind of make me feel like it's one of my worst day in my life. I got excited for nothing. Urghh...

"Hey,Sarah!"

Who is it this time? Better not be Adam again.

*turns around*  "Yes," I can't help but made an irritating face. Once I realised who that voice belongs to, I just felt regret. I could feel the hotness raising in my cheeks. The person with the most precious smile is standing in front of me. Chris.

"Did you get your paper back? I'm sorry I didn't give it to you earlier. I bet you were going to study with it. Sorry again."

How can he be so considerate? * heart melts* "Oh! It's OK! Don't worry. You were trying to study too.  At least you already gave it back so don't feel so sorry," I could feel my sweat slowly forming on my face.

"Well,my ride is here. Good luck in exams. Gotta go. Bye!" Chris said right before jogging towards a red car.

I quickly replied, "Bye! Good luck to you too," hoping I don't sound so lame. Once Chris' car dissapears from my sight, I tried so hard not to smile so much so that people won't stare at me. I was just so happy at that moment. I couldn't express myself enough.

-At home that evening-

I can't stop imagining Chris' smile. Today felt like a really long day. Now why not I read again what Adam wrote.

....

Hahaha. I think I finally understand what he wrote. It's pretty simple & straight-forward. I think it must because I was overwhelm that my brain couldn't work. Hmm... I think this might be the beginning of our 'friendship'. With both Chris & Adam.