14. WHY ME

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*you guys head to lunch*

y: mattia can you wait, i needa go to the restroom rq
m: i'll wait outside dont worry

*you go to pee and fix yourself in the mirror to walk outside and see mattia talking to another girl while smiling at her, you stopped and started to have anxiety so you walked to your car without letting him know*

*you go to pee and fix yourself in the mirror to walk outside and see mattia talking to another girl while smiling at her, you stopped and started to have anxiety so you walked to your car without letting him know*

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*mattia walks to the boys and ask them if they can help find you*

m: guys y/n is fucking mad at me bc i was smiling at a girl and idk where tf shes at! help meeee
ale: why would she care?

*you forgot that they didnt know you guys were a "thing" yet so you play it cool*

m: o idk she probably didnt like her, anyways i'll meet you guys later! gtg

MATTIAS POV:

*you walk around the school trying to find her but couldnt*

*you walk around the school trying to find her but couldnt*

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your POV:

*you hear a knock at your car window*

m: unlock the door plz!
y: dude i said its fine go and eat.🤦🏻‍♀️
m: i already brought food so let me in
y: uhhhhhh fine
m: why tf would you get mad. she talks to me so much and ive tried so many times to be nice to her without making her feel bad. thats why i just smile at her not to say anything.
y: your right im sorry. im just to over protected with whats min-
m: so im yours?😏
y: not like that. ive done to much shit with you just so you can throw it away like that.
m: you dont ever have to worry about that baby. im to much of a man for that. remember that.

*you hug him, and tell him to go to the back*

m: i cant right now pl-
y: i dont want dick i want to hug you. i dont always want to okay. get that out of your head dude. im not just a fucking sex toy.
m: nobody fucking said that. relax.
y: ykw lets just go to lunch inside.
m: omg whatever

*you guys head into the school to the outside cafeteria and sit with the boys*

y: hey guysss
ale: hey bitchhhhh 😗
alovera: hey sis 😚
y: you guys are gay😭
m: ew you guys eat that shit
ale: lets not talk about what you ate the other week👀
m: dude stf-

* you hear what alejandro said and stare at mattia trying to cover up the act that he ate some pussy last week, and you get up to just leave and go home cause you just want to cry*

y: guys um i think im gonna head home early my stomach hurts (with an almost gonna cry voice)
alovera: what its your first dayy just-
y: bye guys see you guys tmrw🙂
m: dont leave please.
y: i heard enough mattia. i need to leave. *whispered in his ear*

*you sign yourself out in the office to go home early and get into your car and just start crying*

y: WHY THE FUCK DO I LET MY HEART OUT SO EASILY FUCKKKKK WHAT TF AM I DOING WITH MYSELF BRO *you scream at how tried you are of shit*

*you drive home*

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