M a t t i a S m u t S t o r y✨

26. i forgive you

so school is today and you have to face mattia whether you like it or not. you decide to get extra cute and wear this: minus the bag

you just put some lipgloss on to not over power the look. you get your bookbag and remember its mattias bookbag... you unblock him to text him this:

after you texted him that you blocked him again. after that you go grab your keys from inside the house and drive to target to get a new bag for school. you cant carry your book in your hands all day!
you picked out a plain white bag so it can match with anything you wear in the future. you start driving to the school, and see mattia walking to school. you wanted to make him feel all the pain you felt and you start blasting music and put the windows down so he can hear.
you arrive at school and start walking in to have everyone look at you. "tf are yall looking at?" you yell annoyed. everyone stops looking. you walk to the boys and greet them. "hey guysss" you give them a happy smile. "ouuu sis you look good 🤪, look at youu, period" as ale, kairi and roshaun hype you up. you twirl and give them a 360 spin. as you spin you catch mattia walking behind you. "guyss im gonna go see you later" you tell them as you jog away to your locker. mattia walks up to the boys. "dude why tf do you look like that?, yea you look terrible!" ale and kairi say to mattia. "i-i- i didnt sleep at all last night bro. i kept thinking about y/n." mattia tells them rubbing his eye. "bro its gonna take her alot to forgive you man" ale says resting his hand on mattias shoulder. "i know fuckk!" mattia says.
as you start organizing stuff in your locker you feel someone standing next you. "mattia im begging you to please leave me alone." you tell him closing your locker and adjusting your book bag on your shoulder. "im telling you i can explain it to you! i can explain everything!" he says reaching his arms out waving them up and down. you realize how terrible and unhealthy he looks and give him a chance to talk. "explain it then" you tell him crossing your arms. "i never meant to do that to you. i hooked up with her way before you came over here! this week were gonna go see if the baby is really mines. im sorry that i was thinking about that place when i couldve thought about another. im sorry. please. forgive me." he says cracking his voice and a tear falling down his left eye. you felt bad and accepted his apology. "okok i accept it. but if the babys yours i really dont want nothing to do with it. i love kids and all but right now its not the right moment for me to step parent." you tell mattia facing at him. "okay thank you" he says. you walk away from him leaving him hanging. you walk into first period and realize you have class with mattia. "shit" you whisper sitting in your seat. a new boy came into school today and he was tall with curly hair and a tat on his left arm. he was hot. i noticed mattia walking behind him and quickly turned my head down.
"okay class we have a new student. his name is jaden" you realize his name and immediately get uninterested TUH HIS NAME STARTS WITH A J! playerr🤢. you have a free seat next to you and mattia and jaden quickly run for it but mattia wins, as he gives him a petty smile. "why would you do that." you tell mattia whispering. "i dont need no other boy sitting next to you" he says turning himself into the desk. "listen just bc i accepted your apology doesn't mean were together. if the babys yours were completely done mattia." you say aggresively whispering to him. mattia was kinda butt hurt and put his head down to sleep.
he was tired all night from thinking about you. you began to do work and see mattia still sleeping and see his paper on his desk. since you finished your work you got his paper and finished his. placing the paper back on the desk, you slap it against his head waking him up. "dude wth" he says waking up. "your welcome bitch" you tell him getting on your phone. you scroll through tiktok silently and scroll to see one of mattias videos. its a pov of depression. "awww" you say looking at him. "what?" he says confused. "so your crying for me🥺👉🏼👈🏼" you mock as you look at mattia. "n-no its just a pov" he says stuttering.
you finally hit lunch time and sit with the boys. ale, kairi and roshaun in front of you and you on the other side by yourself. obv mattias gonna sit next to you. "your not gonna eat?" kairi says while gobbling his food. "no you want mines?" i tell him. "yessss please" he answered. you got up and bumped into mattia. "sorry" you dryly say. and walk to the lunch line.
you come back and slap the tray on the table. "relaxxx it couldve spilled on me" kairi whined. "milk isnt gonna hurt you" you whine back. "dude wth is your problem lately" mattia says. you turn your head and give him a death stare. "fuck do you mean whats wrong with me mattia! LOOK AT THIS SHIT! AM I SUPPOSED TO FEEL GOOD? HUH?" you slowly start getting louder and realize some people are looking at you. "guys im gonna go okay. text me if you need me" i say grabbing my bad. "okay i will" mattia says. "no mf your still blocked" i said and walked away.
i signed myself out early at the office again and got in my car and stayed there for a minute to calm down. as your sitting down you hear mattia knock at your car door. " mattia WTH DO YOU WANT" as you start crying of overly stressed that you are. "WHAT ELSE DO YOU WANT MATTIA." you continue crying. "open the door" mattia says begging. you do it and he hugs you. "im so sorry. im so so sorry y/n i never meant to make you feel this way mamas. im so sorry. if i can take everything back i would. i am so sorry" he hugs you harder. you hug him back getting out of your car, and cry harder on his chest.

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