Unnoticed

Like Always

I think they heard me open the door so they broke apart from doing whatever 'that' was. When I saw Justin's face fill with horror at seeing me, I felt my heart break into even more pieces.

No words would come out of my mouth, even though I had so many really really mean things that I wanted to yell. I just couldn't do anything.

After what seemed like an eternity to me Justin's mouth opened and he started to stutter, "Taylor i-i can e-explain!" but I didn't want to hear it.

I turned my back and jetted out of that wretched place.

I shoved and pushed past people after I had finally made it downstairs. I just needed to get out of that hell hole.

My eyes started to water and I finally burst out the door.

I looked left and right wondering where to go, since Justin was my ride. I gave up looking for a car and just sprinted. Thank goodness I did track

After I ran about a mile and a half I reached my house with big fat gross tears streaming down my face.

I unlocked the door and didn't care who I woke. I stomped up the stairs slamming my bedroom door behind me before falling onto my bed and letting the tears flow.

This had been most possibly the worst day of my life, not getting forgotten by my parents and siblings or anything close to that. I had actually thought someone had cared for me:

Guess I was wrong... like always.