See through my eyes🍂 (BNHA, Bakudeku)

Chapter 2: Talking

(Image of the chapter from @/_krisschan on Instagram)

For a while, everything was really silent.

Both didn't know how to act, since they really didn't have much to say. Too much was going on in their minds and they didn't really feel too comfortable in sharing their thoughts and feelings to one another.

Bakugo was still slightly blushing. He just couldn't seem to make it go away, something about Midoriya just made him feel slightly fuzzy and what worried him the most was the fact that it wasn't the first time that happened around the other guy even though he hated him. Izuku instead was fearful of his classmate (or, well... bully), so he was just being cautios around him, making sure to not make a sound that could trigger the blond. He slowly lifted his legs up on the bed and hugged his knees, just like he did earlier on the sofa.

<L-listen K-Kacchan... m-maybe I should go, it's stupid to stay here if...if w-we're not going to talk to each other-> Midoriya said after a few minutes, starting to get up.
<Just... stay stupid.> the blond replied, putting aggressively a hand on his chest and pushing him back on the bed.

What the-?! Why did he do that?! WHY DID KACCHAN DO THAT?! This... this is the first time that he's actually... nice, to me. What is going on inside his head? Does he have... the weird feeling I have too? And... why does he want me to stay, even though we're sitting on the bed, distant from each other and literally saying nothing? Izuku thought, while sitting down as commanded and looking shocked at Bakugo.
<What are you looking at, you nerd?!> he said, looking back at him.
<S-sorry, it's just... Why do you want me to stay?> Midoriya said bluntly, blushing slightly.

Katsuki was taken aback by the question.
<It's just... I want you here.> he then said, looking away, the cheeks still red.
<You were the dumbass who wanted to talk anyway! Also, maybe talking will help fix the situation.> he then added.
<That's true...> Izuku answered.
<I know, I'm always right.> the blond said, with a confident grin on his face.

Midoriya chuckled. It had been a while since he saw him smile truthfully. He sighed and continued.
<It's just... I've been feeling so confused about... everything. This whole situation has put my mind upside down and I don't know what to think anymore...>

Izuku inhaled some air before continuing.
<What to think about you...>

Katsuki looked at him again, seeing his light blush too.
Should I seriously open up to him? Ugh, I don't want to. I hate him! Or... so I thought until a few minutes ago. I don't exactly hate him... something more is going on and I don't understand it! Fuck... could it be that talking to him we could figure out at least... something? Well, I'll never figure it out if I don't try. The blond thought, while Midoriya was still uncertain if he should continue.

<Yeah, what about me?!> Bakugo yelled. He really felt the need to figure out his classmate.

Because he didn't understand. How after all he had done to him he still followed him and told him so many times how amazing he was. He had to know what was actually going on in his mind.
<Well... I just... I just...> Izuku said, scared to keep going.

Bakugo got up and stood in front of him. He then shouted at him:
<ARE YOU GOING TO TALK OR NOT?! TELL ME WHATEVER THE FUCK IS GOING ON IN THAT SHITTY HEAD OF YOURS!>
Izuku jumped back, scared but then yelled back.
<I just want to know why do you hate me!>

Bakugo froze.
Why?.. Heck, I don't even know exactly why myself... Of course though he wanted to know. Well, I'll be honest... I mean what kind of shitty excuse could I ever come up with? "You're quirkless" yeah he knows that and also what kind of hero would say that?! "Because of that childhood incident" that would be just pathetic... I MEAN, WHAT THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSED TO SAY?! Every reason I come up with is just stupid... I just, DON'T HAVE A REASON! At least... not a reason that I'm aware of. He thought, slowly backing up and tightening his fists in rage.