It's been 3 weeks since they break up. Well, excluding that 3 months they avoided each other. Chorong told her parents and they were like the happiest people on Earth.
Chorong wears her blazer and fixes her hair. She needs to go to work today. She checks her makeup, perfect as usual. She walks downstairs and greets her parents. Deciding to get her breakfast outside, Chorong takes her car and drives straight to the cafe nearby her office.
She orders her favorite blueberry waffles with iced latte. She sits on a vacant chair nearby the counter, watching other customers who are also taking their breakfast. She sees some university students that look like couples. Chorong sighs, she shouldn't be thinking about love now.
Chorong takes out her phone from her Louis Vuitton handbag, sliding into messages. She texts Jinyoung, telling him that she's taking a leave. She pays for her food before leaving the cafe. Chorong drives to Busan, going to the place where she usually spend her time when she's not okay. Chorong parks her car in front of the hapkido academy.
She takes the bag in her car boot and heads to the female changing room. She changes into her hapkido attire and ties her hair up into a ponytail. She let her bangs fall properly. She walks into an empty room, starts doing some stretching. It's been months since she last come here.
Chorong starts doing kicks, punches and cartwheels, shouting to get rid of her stress. She punches the wooden figure hard, expressing her pain. Why is it so hard for her to forget him? Why is it so painful in her heart?!
Chorong- Why did you fall for him at the first place, Chorong ah?!
Chorong falls to her knees, tears streaming down to her cheeks. She wipes her tears and begins sharping her skills and movements. Hapkido is her specialty that she only does when she's not in a good mood. She's been doing this for approximately 8 years.
This is too much for her to handle. She's not strong to face this. She'll never be able to move on from him. It's a hidden pain, no one knows.
Chorong- I still love you, Suho
Kim mansion
Suho lies down on his bed, blocking his ears with his pillow. He's been locking himself for 5 days now. Not going to work, don't bother to have meals. He'll order something whenever he's hungry. Avoiding his parents.
Mrs Kim- Son! Open the door!
Suho- Go away mom! I'm not in the mood to talk!
Suho pulls the duvet, covering his face. He closes his eyes, tears streaming down to his cheeks. He thought things will be fine after 3 weeks, but he's totally wrong. Nothing changes. He's still in pain. He acted like he's fine for the past 2 weeks, but he can't take it anymore.
It's too painful for him to handle. He misses her so much. Her presence, her face, her voice, her laughter, her giggles, her cuteness, her perfume, her kiss. He misses everything about her. Suho turns on his phone, hoping for any messages from Chorong. He smiles in disappointment. He slides into the gallery, smiling at the pictures.
3 weeks. People can say he's acting childish just because it has been 3 weeks because they're not in his shoes. His parents were like the happiest people on Earth after he told them he broke up with Chorong. And yet, they still have the audacity to ask him are you okay? for the whole 3 weeks.
Mr Kim- Suho, open the door! You have to eat!
Suho- Go away! Leave me alone!
Mrs Kim- Son, come out and eat. Take a proper meal at least
Suho- I SAID LEAVE ME ALONE!
Suho shouts from his bed, feeling angry. He throws his phone away and kicks the duvet. He walks to his closet and changes into a black turtleneck and a long winter coat. The weather is aggressive this time. Suho unlocks the door and glares at his parents.
Mr Kim- Suho, where are you going?
Suho- Don't bother
Mrs Kim- Son
Suho- Why would you care? You turned me into a total mess. I'm going to the club
Suho leaves the mansion and drives his car to the famous club in the middle of Seoul city. He enters the club and was greet by loud beats and excited screams from the people partying in the club. He gets the alcohol and sits on the long couch, watching people dancing and screaming happily. Well, more like he's watching the girls.
A girl approaches him and invites him for a dance. At that time, Suho doesn't think of anything else instead of some entertainment. He has always wanted to go to clubs, partying freely, but because of his parents, he needs to stay back. Well, he often came to the club with Chorong.
Suho- Shit
Suho takes his seat back and continues drinking the alcohol. He feels free now, no one controls him. No one dictates his life. It's just him, him alone. But, still. He couldn't stop thinking about her. Her voice still occupies every single space in his mind. Suho takes another sip, trying to get rid of Chorong from his mind.
He sighs and walks out from the club. Starting the engine of his Ferrari, Suho drives on the busy night road. He keeps on thinking about Chorong. All of their memories together occupies his mind. Suho curses and hits the steering wheel. He feels angry with himself.
Why? He's angry because he can no longer protect her. He's angry because he left her heartbroken. He's angry because he's too weak to fight for their relationship. He's angry because he wasn't good enough for her. Suho starts to cry in silent. This is painful. A hidden pain.
Suho- I still love you, baby
to be continued
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Fanfiction"You used to be the one who warmed me in the chilly winter, but now, why are you being the cold winter?" - she "I tried my best to fight for us, for you. I'm no good for you. Let's end this" - he Suho and Chorong were lovers. They already dated for...
