©Be The One • SuRong

unsure

Chorong parks her Jaguar F type matte gray in front of Kim Holdings' building. She hops out from her car and fixes her attire. She picks her handbag and walks into the building. Without greeting anyone who's passing by, she walks into the private elevator, heading to the level of Suho's cabin.

The elevator dings open. Chorong sees Yoona, Suho's assistant is doing her work. Yoona lifts up her head from the papers and smiles at Chorong. Chorong smiles back before walking to Suho's cabin. Without knocking, she barges into the cabin. Suho is sitting on his chair with legs crossed on the table.

Chorong- Suho, we have to talk
Suho- What is it, baby?
Chorong- Don't baby me around because I ain't yours

Suho laughs cockily hearing Chorong's words. He gets on his feet, walking towards Chorong. He stops in front of Chorong, trying to caress her cheeks but got slapped away by Chorong. Suho looks at her in disbelief.

Suho- Go on
Chorong- I want to hear your explanation why the hell did you beat Woohyun the night I had dinner with him

Suho widens his eyes in disbelief. This woman in front of him is really asking him about that. Tch, he thought she's thinking of getting back together with him. He pulls Chorong's waist towards his, snuggles his head to her neck, brushing his lips there. Chorong gulps down, feeling nervous.

Chorong- Answer me, Junmyeon
Suho- Can't you see it? I'm jealous, I don't want other guys to come near you
Chorong- Woohyun is a friend and why are you jealous? I ain't your girlfriend, Suho
Suho- Don't deny it, sweetheart. I know you still want me just how much I want you
Chorong- Stop it, Suho. We're in the office, don't bring up personal matters here
Suho- What personal matter, baby? This is about you and me. About us
Chorong- There's no us, Suho. Please
Suho- Don't do this please. Don't deny it, please. Stop it, we suffer enough. Let's be together again
Chorong- You know we can't, Suho. Please, I'm begging you
Suho- Dear, please. I still love you. I can't move on

Chorong breaks down in Suho's arms listening to his honest words. I still love you too Suho. Her heart whispers. Chorong wants to tell Suho how much she loves him, but she can't. She just can't do that. She's afraid of the consequences. She's afraid of whatever probability next.

Suho pulls Chorong sitting on the couch, letting her cry out her heart. He hates this, he hates this kind of situation. He hates seeing Chorong in pain. He hates seeing Chorong crying. He hates seeing Chorong crying because of him. Suho wraps his arms securely around Chorong's ant waist.

Chorong breaks the hug and looks down. Suho lifts up her face by putting his index finger on her chin. He wipes away her tears and kisses her forehead. Suho looks at her eyes and lips. He's asking permission to kiss her. Chorong stays silent.

Suho pulls Chorong back into his arms and brushes his lips against hers. Suho begins kissing her softly. Chorong is shock at first as she try her best to push Suho away. But in the end, she gives in and replies to the kiss. No one asks, but she enjoys the kiss like it's their first time.

Chorong closes her eyes as their lips move in synchronization. Chorong circles her arms around Suho's neck and deepen their kiss. Suho smiles and tightens the hug. He feels happy with Chorong in his arms again. They break the kiss. Chorong's cheeks are red and her eyes are closed. Suho smiles.

Suho- So?

Chorong slaps herself back into reality. She suddenly feel shy with their hot kiss just now. She looks down, feeling guilty and sad at the same time.

Chorong- I.. I don't know, Suho
Suho- What do you mean, dear?
Chorong- I.. I'm not sure. What if all of these are wrong?
Suho- Chorong, nothing about us is wrong. Please, give me one last chance to fix everything
Chorong- I don't know, Suho. I'm afraid. I'm afraid you'll get tired of me

Suho is shock upon hearing Chorong's words. He pulls her back into his embrace. Chorong can clearly hear Suho's heartbeat. She bites her lower lip, feeling more guilty.

Suho- Please, Chorong. Trust me
Chorong- I'm afraid, Suho. What if.. what if our parents try to break us apart again?
Suho- They won't, Chorong. Trust me. Trust your Suho
Chorong- I.. I don't know. I'm unsure about this. I need to think again
Suho- I will wait for you even after 100 years

Suho finally sets Chorong free from his embrace. Chorong picks up her handbag and walks out from the cabin. She enters the elevator, holding her tears. Why is it so hard for her to handle? Why is it so hard for her to stop herself from falling harder? Chorong walks out from the elevator and runs straight to her car.

She drives her car leaving the skyscraper building. She let her tears fall rapidly as she drive on the congested road. Chorong leans her back against the seat, crying hard. Why? Why can't she handle this? Why can't she be strong just like before? What happen to her? Why is it so hard to stop loving him?

Because you will never have the reason to hate him

Her inner self replies. Her cry becomes louder as she drive her car. Suho's words touched her soft heart.

I will wait for you even after 100 years

Chorong- You don't deserve me, Junmyeon

Why? Why must him? Among billion of guys in this world, why must she meet him at the first place? Why must she fall in love with him? Chorong hates herself for being weak.

Chorong- I don't know what will happen after this

to be continued
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