Chorong thanks the doctor as she leave. She greets a goodbye and closes the door. Chorong walks into Suho's room, feeling worried. Why did he attempt to take his life away? She always think that he moves on from her. Chorong's eyes become teary looking at the pale Suho. She leaves the room before she could ever break down there.
Chorong walks into the kitchen, breaking into tears. She falls to her knees, crying behind the bar. Chorong covers her mouth, trying not to be obvious. She leans her back on the counter wall, wiping her tears. She gets up and starts tidying the messy kitchen. She throws away all of the empty bottles and cans.
Chorong- I never know you're a heavy drinker
Chorong sighs as she wash her hands. She stays there for a while, thinking of what to do. Suddenly, her phone rings. She looks at the screen. Woohyun.
Chorong- Hi, Woohyun
Woohyun- Hey! I'm already in front of your unit. Why aren't you coming out?Shit, the dinner with Woohyun. Chorong bites her lower lip, feeling guilty.
Chorong- I'm sorry, but I can't make it for today
Woohyun- Why? Are you sick? Do you want me to call the doctor?
Chorong- No! No, it's not me. I'm not at my house. I'm with my.. friend now. She's not feeling well
Woohyun- Oh really? It's okay, then
Chorong- I'm really sorry, Woohyun. Maybe we can go out next time. ByeChorong ends the call without waiting for a reply from Woohyun. She keeps her phone into her pocket and continues washing the chicken in the sink. She wants to make a chicken porridge for Suho. It's already a habit, whenever Suho's feeling unwell, she'll cook him porridge. After that, she cooks ramen for herself to eat.
Suho's room,
Suho- Ugh
Suho groans as he feel his head spinning. He looks around, realizing that he's in his room. What's he doing here? Why.. why is the room so tidy? He was sure everything was a mess before he went unconscious. Suho tries to move from his bed, but he feels a very sharp pain in his head.
Suho- Shit
Now he remembers. He tries to take his life away by drowning himself in the bathtub. But, how can he end up here? Is someone here? Suho looks around and spots a familiar handbag. That handbag belongs to her. Suho frowns.
Suho- Chorong?
The door creaks open, revealing Chorong carrying a big bowl of porridge on a tray. Chorong freezes at the door, feeling shock. Suho looks at her. His eyes are beaming in happiness seeing her there. Chorong bites her lower lip as she place the tray on the table. Suho keeps on looking at Chorong.
Chorong turns and her eyes meet Suho. She runs her gaze away, feeling uncomfortable. She takes the chair and sits in front of Suho. She starts feeding him the porridge. Suho looks at her, giving her the why are you doing this? look. Chorong pretends to not see the look and keeps on feeding him. Suho holds Chorong's wrist, asking her to stop.
Suho- Chorong
Chorong- Take your medicine.Chorong puts down the bowl and prepares Suho his meds. Suho pulls Chorong sitting on his lap. Chorong feels shock at first, her heartbeat speeds up. She tries to look away but Suho's gaze is just irresistible. She looks into his eyes, seeing the unbearable pain there. Chorong looks down.
Suho- Let's stop all of this, Chorong
Chorong- Suho..
Suho- Let's stop. Enough of this running away. I'm tired of catching you and I'm sure you're tired of running away from me. Let's just be together again
Chorong- We can't, SuhoChorong looks away, holding in her tears. No, she's not strong enough to face him. Her tears fall. Suho pulls Chorong into his hug. Chorong cries her heart out on his shoulder. She wraps her arms around his torso.
Suho- Let's be like before, Chorong
Chorong- No, Suho. We can't. We're different now. We can't go back
Suho- There's no difference, Chorong. It's you and me. Only us together. Two imperfect humans completing each otherChorong cries again, it's too hard for her to handle. She can't deny she still love Suho. Suho looks at Chorong in her eyes, having a slight hope that they might be together again. Chorong looks away as Suho wipe away her tears. Suho looks at Chorong, his eyes fall to her lips.
They get closer and their foreheads and noses touch. Chorong can feel Suho's warm breathing. She feels nervous. Suho tilts his head and kisses Chorong's lips. Chorong doesn't reject, she let him do it. After few seconds, Chorong circles her arms behind Suho's neck, deepening their kiss.
Suho nibbles Chorong's lower lip, asking her to let him in. Chorong gasps, giving Suho his perfect opportunity to slide his tongue into her mouth. Suho tightens their hug as the kiss go deeper. He misses her so much. He misses everything about her.
Chorong closes her eyes, feeling the kiss that she misses the most. And Chorong realizes that Suho almost lose his control. She quickly pull out from the kiss. She stands up and sits back on the chair. Suho is still looking at her.
Chorong- Take your medicine
Suho- Chorong, please
Chorong- Suho, we can't. Find someone better
Suho- No, I can't. I've tried, Chorong. But, still. I love youI love you too, Suho. Chorong's heart whispers. She gives Suho his medicine. She walks out from the room, washing the dishes. She walks back into the room and sees Suho still in the same position on his bed. She takes her handbag and suddenly Suho pulls her.
Suho- Stay
Chorong- Suho..
Suho- Stay with me, Chorong. I need you right nowChorong sighs and nods her head. Done changing into her pyjama, she joins Suho lying down on his bed. Suho hugs her.
Suho- I still love you
to be continued
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©Be The One • SuRong
Fanfiction"You used to be the one who warmed me in the chilly winter, but now, why are you being the cold winter?" - she "I tried my best to fight for us, for you. I'm no good for you. Let's end this" - he Suho and Chorong were lovers. They already dated for...