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Suho parks his car in front of a mansion. He slams the door of his car and locks it. He looks around the big mansion. It's 3 times bigger than his parents'. Suho sighs and walks into the mansion.

He turns on the light and throws himself on the long couch. He bought this mansion before he broke up with Chorong and already had a plan to show her this surprise, but you know what happened. He looks at the hanging paintings on the wall.

Chorong's painting.

Ding! Dong!

Suho sighs as he hear the bell rings. Who's here at night? So far, he remembers no one knows this place, not even his parents. Suho gets on his feet and walks to the big door. He opens it and reveals Irene and Changsub on the front gate.

Changsub- Bro!

Suho smiles bitterly as he walk to the gate. He did tell Changsub about this address. He opens the gate and invites them to come in. Irene looks around, feeling amazed. They enter the mansion. Irene's eyes stuck on a wall.

Irene- Oh, Chorong's paintings!
Suho- Yeah
Changsub- You hang it here?

Suho nods and informs the maid to make some coffee. Irene is still standing in front of the wall, looking at her best friend's paintings. 2 weeks has passed and Suho hears nothing about Chorong. It's good for him, at least he don't have to think about her that much. He invites Irene to have a coffee.

Irene- Do you miss her that much?
Suho- I don't know, I don't have any right to feel like this after what I've done
Changsub- Bro, everyone made mistake
Suho- But I screwed up. I let my ego win and I know she hates me so much right now
Irene- How can you say something like that?

Irene put her cup and looks at Suho. She eyes him angrily. Chorong hates him? Like that one thing is going to happen. Changsub asks Irene to calm down.

Irene- She never hate you
Suho- H..huh?
Changsub- She will never hate you, dude
Suho- After what I've done to her?
Irene- Are you blind or what? She still love you, idiot!

Irene raises her voice, feeling angry. Changsub pulls Irene's wrist, asking her to hold back. Irene ignores Changsub and looks at Suho.

Irene- And you, Kim Suho! Do you ever love her because who she is? Have you ever appreciate her just how much she appreciates you? Or, do you only love her to satisfy your man instinct? That's the truth, right?! Because of you, my friend is suffering in pain right now! Begging me to see you everyday! Calling your name when she's asleep! Having a nightmare about you leaving her almost every night! Crying because she misses you so much! She loves you dearly and you paid her like this?! Chorong deserves someone better than you, idiot!

Suho looks down hearing all Irene's words. He admits that he's in fault here. And, no one can deny that. Changsub holds Irene's wrist, asking her to calm down.

Changsub- Irene, stop!
Irene- No! I haven't finish yet!
Suho- It's okay, I understand

Changsub looks at Suho who is looking down. A slow sob could be heard. Suho looks away, threatening more tears to fall. He regrets everything. Irene is right, Chorong deserves someone better than him. He's nothing but a useless jerk. Irene storms out from the mansion, leaving the two.

Changsub- Bro, you don't have to think about her words
Suho- Irene's right
Changsub- What? Suho, no! Your ego controlled you that day. Don't take Irene's words seriously
Suho- I wasn't a good boyfriend, bro. I never appreciate her how she appreciates me
Changsub- Wh.. what do you mean, Suho?
Suho- Those paintings. I know she loves painting so much but I never pay attention to that one talent of hers. Yes, she gives me lots of paintings of us, but I never hang it on the wall. I just realized how much I miss her looking at all those paintings. If only I could pay more attention for her in the past
Changsub- Suho, don't blame yourself. Everyone made mistakes in life. You often make mistake while in love and that's normal. But, the best way to solve the mistake is to talk. Interact with the person. That's the only way to solve the problem

Changsub pats Suho's back, calming his friend who is crying hard. Right now, he is only Junmyeon. The weak boy who he's been trying to get rid of since he broke up with Chorong.

Changsub sighs. He knows how much the two love each other, but because of their egos and selfishness, they decide to just do things based on their feelings. But, little did he know that they still can save their relationship. Changsub smiles to Suho.

Changsub- Just let it out, Junmyeon
Suho- Don't call me that
Changsub- Don't deny it. You're still Junmyeon even after all these years. You know you're still in love with her
Suho- She will never forgive me. I regret it
Changsub- Stop it. She will forgive you, one day
Suho- Can.. can I meet her..?
Changsub- I don't know. It won't be a problem but you know Solar and Irene..
Suho- Right, they don't want me to come near Chorong
Changsub- Don't give up, bro

Changsub gets on his feet and smiles. He leaves Suho alone in the living room. Suho looks at the wall filled with Chorong's old paintings while they were still in a relationship. He smiles bitterly.

Suho- I'm sorry, baby. I'm really sorry. Please forgive me

Suho continues to cry and the last thing he knows is he falls asleep on the couch. After a very tiring day.

to be continued

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