Unsaid Thoughts

2~

"To the Man Who Once Became my World"

Hey love, are you still moving on?
Or have you already moved on?
I just want to know what's going on.
Hoping that both of us will be okay soon.

It's been months since you've decided.
You and I already parted.
The love story of us had ended.
And here I am, left dumbfounded.

Mouth full of words but don't know how to start.
They say, by academics, I'm smart.
But in terms of relationship, I'm not into that part.
Since I always follow the beat of my heart.

You're such a good lover.
Who fell in love with a cheater.
Truth always matter.
And here I am, the liar.

I lost the trust you gave.
Broken promises into grave.
I still stayed, yet you leave.
Hoping you will forgive.

When Yayoi sang "Pinakawalan ko ang hindi ko inakalang hahanapin ko," I realized that I am a failure.
It's just like I chose trash over treasure.
We didn't have any proper closure.
That's why I'm still hoping for you to be my future.

To the man who once became my world.
I know I'm not totally healed.
I can't even move on, I tried.
Tell me how am I supposed to heal my self where in fact, you are the medicine I need?

Suddenly, it's time to start something new.
But here I am, no new, still you.
I am the previous and she is the new.
Happiness is what I prayed for the both of you.

You are the poem and I memorized it all.
Everyone think it's kinda fool.
But for me it's cool.
If I will be given a chance again, I'll give you my all.

If today is not ours, and we crossed our paths again in the future.
I will still choose you, that's for sure.
But for now, I'll wait and stay.
Because every wait is worth to cherish for the rest of the day.