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I woke up the next morning at 11:43, I got out of bed and used the restroom then made my way down stairs. Once I got down there I saw all the boys sitting on the couch watching TV, all except for Ash. I walked into the kitchen and put some bagels in the toaster and got some coffee. After my bagels were finished I grabbed my coffee and bagels and went to the living room. I sat next to Andy and began to eat. "So how did you sleep, batgirl," Andy asked after kissing my forehead. "Good, the bed is really comfortable," I said smiling. He nodded and continued watching his show. After I finished eating and drinking my coffee I took my plate and cup into the kitchen and put them in the sink. I was looking out the kitchen window went I felt someone put their arms around my hips and put their head on my shoulder. I looked over to see Andy just looking out the window.

"You know it's not your fault, right?" He asked

"What's not my fault," I asked, even though I knew what he was talking about.

"The thing that happened between you and Ash yesterday, it's not your fault that he is upset"

"I know but I still feel bad"

He nodded and kissed my collar bone, causing a shiver to go up my spine. "I love you," he whispered into my neck before kissing me once more and walking out of the kitchen. I went upstairs and went to Ash's room. I knocked on the door and I heard a loud groaning type sound come from inside. A few moments later a tired and depressed Ashley opened the door. He looked at me and sighed, "what do you want," he asked. I didn't answer, instead I just walked straight into his room. Which wasn't too good of an idea because after looking around for a minute I saw that he had a picture of me on his nightstand by his bed. I walked over to the night stand and picked up the picture, it was one that was at my house hanging in the hall way. I looked over at Ash, who had his head down," I'm sorry Jess. I just wanted a way to remember you for when you leave."

I looked at him confused,"what do you mean leave?"

He took a long sigh, "Andy wouldn't want me to tell you this but he already has a girlfriend."

"Y-Your joking," I stuttered.

He shook his head," I'm not"

I started to cry, I dropped the picture and ran to my room. I closed and locked the door and layed down on the bed with my face in a pillow and cried. I cried for about an hour and once I stopped I packed all my things up and wrote a note.

"Dear Black Veil Brides,

I recently discovered that the one I love didn't really love me back, so I left. If you are reading this then I want you to know that I love you all, even you Andy. Even after you broke me. Don't go to my house because I wont be there, so it's just better not to waste your time. I'm sorry if I did something wrong, Andy, to cause you to do what you did. But I hope your happy with your decision"

I put the note on the night stand and left out the window. I didn't want anyone to know I was leaving, not yet. I went to my friends house and stayed there. I told her what happened and she helped me feel better. I just hope Andy is happy.

(At the BVB mansion)

"Hey has anyone seen Jess," Andy asked

"I think she's up stairs in her room," replied CC.

Andy went upstairs to Jess's room and knocked on the door, "Jess it's me." But there was no answer, so he knocked again, this time a bit louder. "Jess open the door," still no answer. He then got out his key to the door and unlocked it. When he opened the door he didn't see Jess anywhere, he walked over to the night stand and saw the note and began to read. He finished reading and he was heart broken, he called the guys into the room and they all rushed in.

"What is it dude," CC asked.

Andy handed him the note,"she left," he said beginning to cry.

Ashley was standing in the doorway, kind of smirking,"that's a shame," he said.

Andy looked over at him and began to be angry, he walked over to Ash,"what did you do!"

Ashley chuckled," just told her that you already had a girlfriend, no harm."

Andy grabbed Ashley's shirt and lifted him into the air. Andy pulled his arm back and tried to swing, but something was preventing from punching Ashley. It was CC,"Andy hurting him isn't gonna help anything, we'll get Jess back, Andy. I promise."


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