Listen to the above song while reading. And AGUSTD's fucking 2nd mixtape is fucking released an I am fucking dead.
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Even my family couldn't foresee my success.
What's the point of talking about it when I wasn't sure myself.
Even my family approved me as a tough cookie.
I'm the public enemy, the hyungs.Who benefited by slandering us.
Every one of them had the taste of money.
They say two things with one mouth and head to the big companies
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My parents did not approve of me becoming a music producer at first presumedly because they did not believe that I would find success in the area.
The use of family, while not seemed to be at first – is smart. No, it does not take the truth out of my sentence. There have been multiple incidences of disapproval my parents voiced at my career at the beginnings when I was only young, and it is a fact that my family also struggled to get our ends met.
Either I take the bus or eat – not both
It is not susceptible to a boy like me would grow up to be a highly successful idol and rapper.
Parents often have dreams for their child or are very optimistically supportive, and they weren't.
I am not sure of myself, which is common, even when not training to be an idol or a rapper, or anything that should be highly successful, it is normal to experience self-doubt. Most people self-conscious with a subject would prefer not to talk about it. But the last is simple, though; my family thinks I am tough, and that I am worth it. That is enough for me.
I am an enemy to others, who are not as famous as me, who benefit by slandering us. Hyungs are not my bandmates but the other people who can't even rap better than me. Every one of them ran after money. They rap trying to get into the "big companies" most likely refers to the Big Three, the three most powerful k-pop/entertainment companies. These companies have been popular with controversies surrounding "slave contracts" and its very common belief that if you aren't signed by one of the Big Three companies you won't be successful.
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What you know about me?
You can't control my shit.
If you're going to leave,
Take back whatever you've said before
If you ask me how I've succeeded,
I don't really have an answer
But at least, I slept less and stayed active
YOU ARE READING
Behind The Silence [Discontinued]
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