"But as it goes on, there's so much blabbering. One says 'run' other says 'stop'"
"Goodbye to this place, where we grew attached to, let's move now to a higher place."
"Don't look back, you are not going that way."
"My mom's strength back then was m...
Listen to the above song while reading. And it is so amazing.
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The rim looks farther away today
On the court, I heave a deep sigh
A boy who's terrified of reality
But his heart is at peace
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I am unable to reach my happiness. I am terrified of what the real world is and I know that mentally, I wouldn't be able to face reality. However, I know that my heart is in the right place, as it knows where it belongs; it is simply the fear of the unknown that keeps me from coming to terms with his emotions.
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Saying everything in the world will work out
Shouting uselessly
But the world actually gives me horror
If it's that way, stop
The thoughts that fill my head
Instead of the ball, I throw my future
The horoscope that others paint
Disqualified from the criteria of success
Thanks to you the worries spread like cancer
God damn it
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The things I don't know fear me and like Jimin said, "...if I start getting pessimistic, I just can't stop these bad thoughts" (Burn The Stage ep.3). When one is pessimistic, a battle goes through their minds. My fears with the unpredictable future, leading me to more fear, which begins to make me want to throw away my future. I don't want to face my worries, because I know with my mind how many obstacles and difficult emotions there are when it comes to moving on from youth. Anxiety, euphoria, and depression are all emotions that I must face, to name a few.
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