A Hopeless Dream (Creepypasta x reader)

This is odd, who are you?

Just drove a car and had like 5 hours of sleep lol. Also the photo is drawn by moi. Yes Ik the feet are messed up, but I tried.  This is also the edgiest chapter rn. Anyways, enjoy! This is also very looonnnggg so get comfy.

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Y/N found herself to be in quite a pickle. "Where am I?" She quietly muttered to herself... wasn't she supposed to be sleeping? She found herself standing in what to be.... her room? No wait, it was a little in-outdated. It was almost back when she was in Elementary school. "What?" She quietly asked herself confused on how she was here. She heard faint arguing. She sighed remembering this memory. She made her way to the hallway quietly. If this was what she thought it was, she didn't want to re-wittness. Could they see her? "They can't." She jumped at the booming voice. "WHO THE FUCK SAID THAT?!?!?" she asked too scared to find out the answer. Yet, the voice didn't come back. She just went to living room. As she neared the arguing was still going. She saw her parents, her mother was now in front of her father flailing her hands all about to get her point across. Y/N felt tears prick her eye's. She couldn't help it, she knew what was coming next. As she waited for the arguement to unfold she saw her tinier self. Little Y/N was just at the counter eating her chinken nuggets.

Little Y/N kept her head down. She looked up when she heard the sound of a loud boom. Her father had stood up and her mother was on the ground picking something up. The coffee table was shattered and the things on it were broken too. Y/N stood there for a moment contemplating. She then walked over to her younger self. Her younger self was now distraught, she didn't understand what happened but she knew it wasn't good. She had soon started crying. Her father had soon  realized what he did. He sighed and helped pick up the broken urn. "I-I... I'm sorry." He tried to say but your mother did not want to hear it. "It's useless. Just..." your mother had tried to find words as she seethed with anger. She was on the brink of tears. "Just get out of my sight." She had told your father. He stood up grimly. He had hesitated for a moment. Then he went over to you "Hey, no need to cry" he said with a sad smile lifting up your chin. "Daddy's got to go for now, k?" You looked at him with your bright but misty E/C eye's. He wiped the tears away. You had nodded and hugged him tight.

Y/N couldn't help but feel her eye's tear up. She was only in the 3rd grade when her father was basically kicked out and banished from the house. This was there last ever fight. They had too many to begin with but, you were too tiny to see anything wrong with it. You just knew it was a "normal" occurrence that had happened to everyone... right? Just like that when her father left the voice came back. "You feel bad don't you? It was your fault... you know that right?"  Deep inside she knew it wasn't true. But she couldn't help but feel the way the disembodied voice described. No one had truly set her straight. No one ever told her "Hey you know that realtionship they're in is toxic. Right?" She quickly shook her head. She didn't want to be captured and drowned in these thoughts. She sighs and takes a deep breath in and out."Shut it. Who even are you and why are you making my life even more of a hell then it already is?" The disembodied voice laughed darkly. "All of that will soon be answered. Enjoy what you have now." Y/N was confused "HEY! WHAT DOES THAT MEAN?!" She yelled in a breaking voice, she was too emotional. 

The voice never answered back. It just up and left. (A/N like her dadddd oooooohhhhh.  Lol sorry I saw a joke opportunity and just had to take it) The dream though, that wasn't stopping anytime soon. It had showed her all of the times her family had broke. All the times someone argued, fought, and were disappointed. Y/N felt her emotions slowly boil up, they were now set to a simme. It was now slowly eating at her. Finally after she had relived all of it. She was now in this dark room like place. " Uhhhh... tf?" She was super confused. Out of no where she saw a group of... people? "HELLO?" she sounded desperate to get their attention. Yet it failed. Y/N was,  however, not going to give up that easily. She couldn't move though for some reason. The group actually slowly started to approach her. "HEY!" She screamed sounded a bit more hopeful. But as soon as they came it was a mix of her dead and alive family members.