Land of nightmares

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Dedicated to chocoSK

Some wish for peace.
What I want nobody cares.
I'm just looking for dreams
In my world of nightmares.

Sleep is a luxury,
Which I seem to hate.
Stuck amidst worry,
I've stopped believing in fate.

Cries of agony leave my soul,
As I search for freedom.
I call for aid
But no one listens,
For no one is here but me,
And my tears which glisten.

I've never felt so alone,
It's like I was never whole.
Does everyone feel this,
Or is it just me?
I don't care anymore,
Guess it'll remain a mystery

I cry, I yell, I whine, I die;
Not a trace of dignity,
It spares me.
I only wish for the pain to stop
I beg my demons
To unleash me.

If I knew a way out,
I would leave this instance.
It's hard enough to see people happy,
When you struggle for existence.

These wicked dreams, don't let me leave
My demons, they hold me captive.
The tricks I hid under my sleeve,
Have proven non-adaptive.

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I dedicate this poem to chocoSK .
This isn't a happy poem, but it's dear to my heart. I love it too much to not share it. Thank you for the hope!
Also please read her poems they're BEAUTIFUL!

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