*A Mafia's Affair*
When Lyric Rose Martinez married her husband she vowed to love him and be faithful to him, even though she knew marrying a Mafia leader would bring her continuous danger she loved him and was ready to take upon any danger or even...
'Love grows where trust is laid, and love dies where trust is betrayed'~ Tigress Love
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Chapter 4:Snow White Or Cinderella
Deciding it was best to sleep separately I had found it best to shift all my belongings to a room closest to Luca's room, he was the only reason why I had remained in this marriage. He was still too young, to be separated.
In the law of Mafia, an heir can not live separately from his father. Which means if I did decide to leave Lincoln it would mean I would have to leave my two weeks old Luca with Lincoln with out a mother figure at a such young age.
There was a time when I use to live for Lincoln but now I was going to live for Luca and myself.
"Where are you going."
His voice itself made the pain return, the memory of what I had seen can not be easily forgotten. The reminder of how cheap he was of thinking he could play me, he thought I was going to be so dense to not understand what was happening. The fear in his tone was clear, the thoughts running through his head I could read like an open book, he thought I was leaving. How I wish I could?
"Away from this room."
I answered, I wanted to enjoy seeing the pain on his face at the image of me leaving him. I knew my answer held a little truth as I was leaving the room and shifting my belonging to another room, but the look on his face was priceless.
"I am sorry, Rose you know I do not apologies but here I am begging you to stay with me."
As I looked at him series of questions came to my head, I approached him staring into his eyes.
"What if I was on your place?"
My question seemed to catch him off guard, his eyes narrowed.
"What do you mean?"
He asked, his eye brows narrowed even more a frown on his lips as if he was in deep thoughts.
"What If I had slept with another man, got pregnant by him. You catch me with him, and I apologies would you accept me back or throw me out?"
My question had seemed as if a knife had pierced into his heart, he lowered his gaze his silence answering all my questions.
"That's what I thought, I am not leaving as much as I like too I do not want to part from my son. I am shifting my belongings to another room, closest to Luca's and away from yours."
My answer seemed to relieve him but the painful look was still there from what I had said last, but I wanted to cause him pain I wanted to see him hurt make him feel what I feel. I wish I could do what he had done to me, but I could never stoop so low. Not when I know I am married to him!
"Will you ever forgive me?"
His question now caught me off guard, the question was hard that I My self found it hard to respond to.
"I don't know."
Was all I could say, turning away avoiding any eye contact as I walked towards the suit case where I was packing all my belongings.
"Do you love me?"
That question had caught my attention, it's like a seed and water adding a lot of water requires a lot of mud but it still absorbs it and grows a flower no matter how deep you must dig it. I hated that felt for this cheater, but I was not a weak women who I portrayed I never was before I was married and I am not now.
"I wish I did not."
Was all I said, zipping up the suitcase. I was ready to leave, my belongings Had already been shifted the little I had left I was taking with me. Walking pass him, I felt his gaze on me but I did not turn to look at him as I walked further down towards towards the room closest to Luca.
Closing the door behind, I leaned against the door and let out a deep sigh. I had to begin, I needed to make him pay for hurting Me I was not going to mop around crying in front of him, I could not show him what he had done to me.
And I was definitely not going to let the fact that Talia being pregnant slide, for all I know she may not he pregnant with Lincoln's child how i Wish my thoughts were correct but with him not denying the fact that he cheated on me did dim a little hope but I was not going to give up.
I was no saint, I had my flaws I did not have it in me to accept a child which came from an affair my husband had. Don't get me wrong, I do not have the courage to look at a child without remembering the infidelity of my husband, even though I could not accept it I would never hate the child I was not the step mother like snow whites or Cinderella.
"Mrs Martinez , it's time to feed Sir Martinez ."
At the mention of my son, my eyes went straight to the clock which hung on the wall. Shit! All this was definitely taking a toll on me, unlocking the door I gave an small smile to the nanny who was aware of what was going on.
"Has he received his hourly message."
I asked, I had read about messaging helps with strengthening bones of a baby, with me being a mother I had definitely done my research making sure I would know what to do when my baby would be born, I did not want to rely on the nanny as I was the mother I wanted to have the same bond with him which any mother would have with their baby.
"Yes, Mrs Martinez ."
Nodding my head as we reached the bedroom door, I pushed the door open only to freeze with that I saw inside.
