Touch

Forgot - 10

November 28, 2014

I found him in the corner of the hallway next over crying. He saw me when I turned the corner and said "don't come make fun of me now!"

I put my back against the wall and slid down it. I rested my shoulder on his elbow and said "It's okay." Those words could save his life. You only need little negativity to break you, but you need a lot to help you back up.

He was broken at this point I can tell. He lost all his friends and now is a social reject. I've been a reject for years now so I expect it. But going from the top to the bottom must be really hard to do.

"Really?" He said surprised. Was this the correct time to come out to him? No I think I should wait.

"Yea, I don't care. Do what you want. It's your life, don't let anyone dictate who you should do." I said. I was really excited inside due to my possibility for dating him. I stood up and grabbed his soft hand. They're always soft and I love it. I helped pull him up. When he got to his two feet he looked me in the eyes. He had green and blue eyes, let's just say I fell in love with them.

He kept looking at me for another five seconds and he reached in and hugged me. He started picking me up and spinning me around, I swear it was so adorable. I helped him and I get this. I'm so happy.

For my first time in a couple years can I say I forgot about how depressed I was during that moment? I felt like I was on cloud nine when really when I was finished getting hugged I was back to depression and hell rising fires of being called things like The Devil.

I listened to music that seemed to a lot of people was made "by The Devil." Like no Gerard Way made these with the band "My Chemical Romance." Too bad there still not around today.