"Hey lets share secrets!" Jax suggested. "Sure, let's roll die to see who goes first." I didn't really want to do this. Jax got to the top shelf of his closet and pulled die out a game board box.
I rolled a 4 and he rolled a 5, at least I'm not starting this.
"Remember when I told you I was bisexual, well that's not true anymore." Oh my gosh what is he saying, please no! I wanted to date you. "Well I've thought about it more and Charlie, I'm just going to say it. I'm gay." Oh ok, this is great! I'm happy for him to find himself but I'm also happy I can date him.
"Well okay then, what can I say. Umm, well let's break the ice. I cut myself due to depression. Ive been depressed for three years now." I regret saying this but I had to say it.
"Wow, for secret wise I can't top that." Well there's one thing I can think of you can tell me. That you like me. "Well I guess you won." He said in an unsure fashion.
Like yay? Do I win an Emmy? Oscar? Nope just my sliced abdomens, thighs, and upper arms.
I was now waiting for him to say the magical words I love you but he hasn't. Maybe he won't. Please, I hope he does say it. I doubt it though because who wants a mess like me? Not even my parents. They are always yelling at me to DO BETTER DO BETTER DO BETTER! You know what maybe I am trying my hardest! In all honesty I am trying my hardest. It doesn't please them, it doesn't please me either. Always trying my hardest to please them forgetting my self-pleasure.
My self-pleasure is video games and YouTube. In preparation to coming out to my parents I've watched every coming out video. I still don't know what I can do, they will hate me no matter what happens. The perfect life they planned out will be ruined. OH NO!! They need to replace the word wife with husband. THE TORTURE!! HOW DARE I PUT THEM THROUGH THIS AGONY!
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Teen FictionIn these written depressed walls to only be attempted to be draw down one cant find light. As deeper is being dawn down into the hole of depression with many attempts to be out one found his true love. Flirting with him and putting on a character, h...
