Stephanie - 8

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November 28, 2014

He did exactly what I planned to happen, he followed me around talking to me. I wasn't able to tell Stephanie, I call her Steph for short, that we spent all last night together snuggling. She would be really excited for me that I got one of my wishes but I couldn't even text her because he was on me so much.

I went to my locker first, got my books and we were headed to his locker. We both needed books for English later. Since we have gym next we also took our gym clothes out of our locker and shoved it in our overstuffed book bags.

We had school uniforms, a polo with a school logo on it. The color choices are black, white, and red. We must also wear long pants with either tan, black, or dark blue. I mostly wear black anyways so this works out for me.

Im one of those people would call "scene" but I own up to that title. I love my nose piercing and my ears that our both gauged. Nothings gonna change this from me, not even the paper thrown at me or the comments heard in the hallways.

"Fag"

"Homo"

"Unholy"

NONE OF THOSE!! Even if I am bullied and do have a therapist I will not show the school that they won. You know what I WON! I am stronger, I am the bigger person. They can make fun of me all they want but they will not break me. What are they going to make me do? Have me cut myself because that's already checked off. That's why I'm so insecure about my body, I have cuts on my abdomens.

As we were going to gym together I saw the football team, his normal friends he would hang out with, they all laughed at him. Why was this? Could they know something I didn't know? What could that be? I couldn't take this! I MUST KNOW!!

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