November 27, 2014
I ran into class right before the bell rang. I sat down in my desk as I always do. Jax turned around and asked me "Hey can I borrow a pencil?" Now I gave him one but I know he always has a pencil. I always think "Hey maybe he just wants a reason to talk to me" but I don't think that's the case. In this small town liking guys are not the "norm" or accepted by most. At least I'm different, even if the whole school knows, but its not good to be different here either. But if my thoughts can help me realize that he will never like me with his beautiful personality, and may I add body, and that's most likely final. As long as I can think he will like me, well until he says it or not. It's a mind game of yes and no.
As my class gets a lecture on the 47th element of "The Periodic Table" aka "silver" and I dont pay attention because being the nerd I am I already know this. During this time I write a little to my short story. Its not a great one but its a poem on depression.
When the teacher who doesn't care what we do unless the work is done by the time its due is done with his speech Jax turns around "Hey bruh, can you help me with this, I dont get it all too well." Now most people have to do their work, including the teacher, but me halfway done with my paper with about 30 minutes left in class I accept to help Jax. Also at the intellect level in at on this topic who wouldn't accept an offer to help their crush out, it's a reason to talk to them. After 25 minutes of helping him with about 75% of his paper he asks me "Hey can you come to my house after school to help me with some school work?" I just think to myself "YYYYYYYEEEEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSS" just "YYYYYYAAAAAAAAAASSSSSSSSSSS" because I'm going over Jaxs house. But I couldn't express that amount of excitement in my head to him. I just civilly said "sure I'll come by to help you."
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