Deviously Debuting

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"I'll continue your dream for you"

4 months later, everything is gradually going back to the things it used to be, "Yah, Yongtae Hyung! Give me back my food! I'm hungry!" Beumwon cried out as I snatched his food away from him and shared it with Hyunsik, "No, we're also hungry too, right Sik?" I stated, teasing the young man as we enjoy seeing him whining, "Seunghun Hyung! Look at your best friend and Hyunsik Hyung, they're bullying me again!" Beumwon called out that made us alarmed so we quickly give it back to him as Seunghun faced both us, smiling nervously, "Who told you he's my best friend?----Come on, get ready. We're about to perform on stage" Seunghun stated which made my eyes narrow as I stared at him, "Yah, we already made a truce, okay? We're back to being bros unless you're still bitter, I debuted first than you" I mocked Seunghun which made his ears red as he looked back to me and retorted, "You know what, Yongtae? Fuck off."

Hyunsik and I just chortled which made Jaehyuk join in with us as he finished his make-up and look and diving into our laps so we decided to shove him off and behave which made him pout and taken back, "The Jaeh-yukking vibe is here, completely ruining our mood Yong! What the hell is this!" Hyunsik complained to me as we eyed Jaehyuk who's eyes are widened, mouth slightly open, and hands clutching on his chest as he faced us, "You're not going to play with me like that, Hyunsik! We met first before this man right here! You can't do that to me". Hyunsik just sticks out his tongue as he answered, "Well Jae, guess what? I just did."

Jaehyuk was so close to hitting Hyunsik and thankfully someone was there to stop it, "Boys, get ready now. Your fans are out there waiting to see you, slay the stage okay?" the CEO of SN Entertainment---Ms. Seo Yubin uttered in the middle of the fight so we quickly stood up and bowed to greet her, "Sure, Ms.Seo... We're going to stamp our names on that stage!" Jaehyuk enthusiastically stated which made the woman chortle, "I'm going to look forward to that. Distingué, Goodluck!" She lastly said as she placed her hands on the center, making a circle, and following ours placing it on top of hers, we cheered ourselves before going up, "Distingué?"

"ONE TEAM! ONE DREAM! HA!"

Since the day Mr. Yang got arrested as well as his son, YS Entertainment has gone bankrupt as many investors pulled out their investments, their stocks are rapidly falling, and the employees and Artists don't know how to save their Company so Ms.Seo bought the Entertainment Label and made YS Entertainment as one of her Subsidiary Company making her known now as the Most Successful Woman living in Korea up to this date as she owns the Top Two Labels in her hands and she's now holding a huge influence this time.

Ms. Seo Yubin didn't cancel the debut of Daehwan's Friends so I told her that I want to debut with them to take the place of my boy, Kim Daehwan. I want to continue his dreams of debuting as an Idol so I debuted again but just as a member of New Boy Group named Distingué to commemorate the memories of Daehwan with this line of trainees making it more meaningful and special. As soon as we released the official line-up of trainees, photoshoots, teasers, and our sound of music and artistry, we debuted with a large success as many people were anticipating for our debut especially when they knew about I was going to debut in a group as they were also interested on knowing the other members.

Currently, we're attending countless tours for the reason that our name was expanding Worldwide now even if we're still Rookies in the Game. We're now on hold to go on stage as we eyed each other, sending a telepathic message through our gaze...

For Daehwan, let's keep achieving all our dreams together.

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Our break finally happened, I took my phone as I saw the date that states August 14, 2019--- it's been 5 months since Daehwan passed away... Today, I'm going to visit him even if my heart still aches every time I remember him dying in my arms but I need to bring a piece of good news so I brushed off the negative thoughts on my mind and forced a smile to the mirror as I drove to the place where he is buried. Phone ringing, I picked it up when I saw that they're doing a Group Call, "Yah, I'm driving. What is it?" I annoyingly answered as they just laughed for the fact that they love seeing me getting annoyed by them, "You're going to Daehwan Hyung, right? Please tell him that we love and miss him and also we're doing great." Beumwon said which I just responded with a nod, "Sure, got to go I might get into an accident and follow his path, you don't want that right?" They were shocked as they heard me said that which made Seunghun worry and answer back, "Not a good joke, Yongtae. Drive safely, bye!"

Reaching the part where Daehwan was buried, I knelt to the grass, coffin with his body underneath it as I dusted off his tombstone with his beautiful name carved on it, I placed the flower that I bought every 14th of the month beside his name which is a fresh red rose that means my love and passion to him will never fade away even if he's not by my side anymore, he's still engraved in my heart.

"I'm here again and nothing changed I still love you and this will stay forever" I uttered as I fixed the flowers as I added, "The Distingue wants to tell you that they love and miss you, we're doing okay now... I hope you're also doing great there...The tours were very tiresome but it was worth it since we're doing it for ourselves and for you... It's been months already but still--- I haven't forgotten a single thing about us" I muttered as I traced the carving of his name in the tombstone.

"You know what, I hope I could travel back to the first time I met you and happily experience all the moments--- good or bad, we made together since day 1 except for that day, Daehwan... All my life I thought no one's going to love me because of my attitude and just use me because of what I have but you came and changed it all... You thought me to be grateful for the things even if it's big or not that I have and appreciate each and one of them. I learned how to value the people around me because of you---I fucking miss you, boy." I stated as tears were starting to well up in my eyes so I wiped it before it could do so and the art in my finger caught my attention--- it was the butterfly tattoo.

"Yah, you should have a story behind your tattoo, it's not necessary but it's because it's going to stay in your body for a long time. At least, make it memorable, fucker."

Now, I know my story behind this tattoo.

Two of us were both devious butterflies, willing to risk anything just to get what we want, fulfilling our desires, and encountering many twists and turns throughout our journey but now there's no time to rest because we are only fearlessly going up to the highs. Every now and then, I'm going to fly high just like a butterfly. I will never let anyone stop me from flapping my wings to go higher.

After this storm, a new life is waiting for me and I'm never going to be tainted by others and I will face it all with courage since I know a butterfly is also guiding me from above, witnessing everything that is happening in my life, keeping me strong amidst the fight I've been dealing with----the only butterfly who loves me truly no matter how fucked-up myself can be at times.

I laid down to the green grasses as I stared at the serenity of the blue skies and smiled,

Let me fly with you now, Kim Daehwan...

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I'm sorry it had to end like this ;((( I really am... To all of you who's now suffering with me, don't kill me because I'm just like y'all huhuhu....