Reality

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It was another lazy weekend again for me. A week had passed from what happened. I feel guilty, my conscience is pointing finger at me, big time! So here i am, feels like earth has falling right above my head. Even Craig power can't lift it. I feel so dirty, i can't even looked Craig in the eyes. But why i didn't regret what happened? I want to scream my heart out! One thing came up to my mind and pretty sure with it.

"Hey babe! hows your weekend?" Craig asking me through phone. He is currently working, weekend overtime.
"not so productive, can i see you?" asking him.
"sure, i'll be done in an hour. Meet me at my place".
"no, i'm hungry lets grab some snacks". I said, i don't want to be in his place right now.
"alright, text you later." he hang up the phone. Just like that, i am used to Craig being like that but why i feel this now.

I'm done taking a bath and hurriedly look at my phone since I heard it earlier that someone is messaging.

"hey.. " jiyong texted. I gave out a sigh. My weak heart. Again the excitement.
"hey.." i replied.
"how are you?" he replied.
"good, i guess." i sigh. Throwing the phone at the bed, and i hurriedly change into casual clothes.
"i miss you" he replied. I decided not to text back. I want to settle everything first. I dont like this kind of set up. With that, tucking my phone in my sling bag and go out to meet up Craig.

What? you breaking up with me?Craig is yelling. "What the heck dara!" he is now frustrated.
"I'm sorry Craig, i cheated. Its all my fault." i said between sobbing.
"Damn! you are wasting everything.." he said and walk out.
"Craig.." i called out but he did not looked back.
I continued sobbing not minding my surroundings. When my tear stop, i hurriedly walk out the inn.

I decided to go home and cry my heart out. I cried because this was all my fault, i cheated to Craig and not regretted it. I just need space for everything.

Monday came and I decided to take 3 days leave from work. I want to think everything. This is my life, i want to put back all into places. Jiyong always texting me, even messaging me in my Facebook account but i ignored it all, but i made it sure that i have seen all messages to let him know i have read it all. He said he will wait for me. As for Craig, i never heard from him since he walk out.

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Will reality sucks, but everything will be ok :) xoxo

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