Hey dara, whats up? you looked refreshed. Hows your vacation?" Charm, my officemate asking me. Yes, i was back in the office after three days off.
" Yes, i am." i said. Feelin' fresh myself but the guilt is still there. I even went to church and ask forgiveness for my sin.
"That's very good, keep that mood in time like this". she said.
"What, why?" i'm confused.
"you forgot? it's month end duh!, you know month end is bitch" she replied.
"damn! forgot about it, can i used my other leave credits?". I jokingly replied.
"nah, your leave credits will be gone forever but the reports still here waiting for you, you might as well start it now, use your freshness. Ta ta." She wave goodbye back to her desk.
I did start my work not having any other choice but to face it. Just like the reality, i have to face it very soon.
Lunch time came and i am glad I almost done half of my reports.
Entering the pantry, my heart skip a beat! foolish heart!
Jiyong is standing back facing me. He is talking to one of our officemates. I miss him, that's what my heart telling me. My knees buckle i need to hold the doorknob to settle my legs. Traitor.
"hey dara, lets have a lunch" our co- worker have seen me. shit i can't escape anymore. Jiyong slowly turn around, our eyes meet. He was like reading my mind. I put on my poker face.
"sure, i' m starving" i replied and seated on the vacant set in-front of my co-worker, beside Jiyong.
"Sir jiyong, did you have your lunch already?" i asked.
"yeah, go ahead and eat. I'll be at your desk, need to have some documents for my reports." He said and walk out not waiting for my reply. I just sigh in secret and eat my lunch.
"Let me have this list of properties appraised for this month" he said once I'm back at my desk.
"Okay.." i said. And begin printing the documents.
"So, how's your time off?" he suddenly ask.
"It was good" i replied without looking at him.
"can we have a talk later?"he ask.
Damn! i am not ready for him yet.
"oh, alright!" I sigh! Thud! that was my heart.
We arrived in the rooftop. Silent envelops us, no one want to talk first or is he just thinking what to say first.
" I want to be very clear to you first and foremost, i still like you and i don't want to lose you ever."Fck.He possessively said it.
"I know how you feel when we were together that night and i know at least in my own observation you like it too." He continue. And I fucking love every inch of it. I gasped. Damn, i want to kiss this guy in this hot afternoon.
"First, tell me how you feel about me.."he ask.
"I..I broke up with my boyfriend." i said.
"Wow! really? he smiled. So does this mean?"
"No..no, i mean, not what you think." his face fall. "Okay, i will be very honest with you. I like you,.. a lot! And i broke up with my boyfriend because i can't take myself to be with him after cheating. I just can't. And i-i can't be with you as well since your married. I-I dont want to be your affair.
He nooded, looking down, maybe thinking.
"I plan to have a divorced"he said.
"What?"no how about your kids?no don't do that.. i don't want to be the reason to someones miserable life." i sob.
"Shhh..no dara, not like what you think.." he hold my arms. Even without you, our marriage is a waste, she is cheating on me many times already, she doesn't love me anymore, she blamed me for not achieving her dreams. As i said it was a mistake that we got married.
"You got three kids, how is that a mistake?" I asked confused.
" We had a twins first, and then as i thought it will be okay, that everything will be smooth, we had another kid just before the twin will turn 1 year old. And that was it, after she gave birth to the second she became miserable. And she said it was my fault. She wanted to be a flight attendant but because of that night she wasn't able to achieve her dreams. She didn't even had a time for our kids, my mother was the one rising and taking care of them while i'm working my ass out."
"oh Jiyong that was hard.." I'm sorry.."i said hugging him. I feel sad for him, for the situation and everything!
"don't worry, we can get through this, as long as we have each other. As long as our feelings are entwined."he said, rubbing back.
"i don't know what to do, i like you but its complicated." i said.
"i know, i will make everything easier for you, i can't lose you again. Please stay with me, please..." he pleaded.
I sigh. "Alright, but from now on, lets take it slow. And lets keep it a secret first. I don't want to be called mistress" i said.
"thank you so much dara, can i have a kiss?" he teased.
"yah, i said slow, not-" my sentenced was cut when his lips touched mine. Its a deep passionate kiss. I want more, damn hormones.
"lets take it slow but not the kiss please.." he smile.
I blushed. "okay, lets go back now, they might wonder where are we." i said tugging his arms.
"you go first, i will follow a little later. " he motioned me to go.
"okay, see you." I heard him sigh before i close the door. This will be hard but i can't let go. "Please God help us." i pleaded.
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okay, at least it was clear, divorced is on the way. xoxo
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Tangled Love
Fanfiction"..believe me, i want to cheat but not from you..with you." Two hearts meet in the wrong time. Dara is in a relationship while Jiyong is married with three kids. Will fate give them a chance?
