Tangled Love

The Ex

Dara Pov

"Hey dara, flower delivery for you." our messenger said holding a bouquet of flowers.
"wow, thank you. I wonder who is this from?" i said while looking at the card. It says i love taking it slow with you mam.
"oh haha, right!" i blurted out.
" who is it from?" Charm asked.
" hmn, it has no name on it." i said. It really has no name written on it but i know where it came from. kyaahhh~
" gosh, secret admirer huh! i know its from Craig." she said and walk off. Why is she always doing that walk out thingy. gosh! And Craig never gave me like this.
Well, back to the flowers, kyah~ imma text him.
"hey, thanks for the flower sir, its beautiful ."
"glad you like it, you are more beautiful than that." he replied a little later. I feel so loved, with him i feel like i can conquer the world without fears. I blushed at the thought.
"are you free tonight.?" he asked.
"yeah, why?"
" see you tonight then."
" you will be here?, why?."
" hey, are you afraid of me?"
" of course not, i was just wondering."
" its my day off babysitting, so time to babysit my fave baby." he teased.
" okay, lets watch a movie?"
" cool.. see you soon."
" okay.. " kyah~ I'm going to see him tonight. ack!

I was hurrying out the office, need to go back to my apartment first to freshen up before meeting Jiyong.
" Hey hon." That was Craig, in my apartment door, waiting for me. whut~
" What are you doing here? " I asked, confused.
" Visiting my girlfriend what else? " He's drunk.
" Are you drunk?" I said looking at him furiously.
" nah, i can manage. Its just 2 glasses of beer. Lets talk, inside" He said.
" No lets talk here, Craig why did you walked out on me that day. And now you came back like nothing happened. We already broke up, theirs nothing to talk anymore. I'm sorry. Please go. " I said, still feeling guilty. But I also realized i don't love him that deep, maybe i was just used to have him.
" Why dara, is he that good? is he that good fuck that you gave up our long relationship? What about me now? you think i am that easy to throw away? I am not a toy dara, i have a feelings too..and it fucking hurts. I was angry at you at first, thinking i can live without you, wtf! who are you to treat me like this?who..." he cried. I was crying too. It was my fault, i am too weak, my love for him is too weak.
" I am sorry Craig, really sorry. After what happened, I can't be with you, I am now a cheater, please hate me..that would be the best. I am letting you go. You can have someone deserving for your love." i said between sobbing.
" No please..hon we still can save this. I am willing to accept you, please lets save our relationship. Babe please.. " he pleaded.
He hug me. I sob non stop. Sad for him, for our relationship for everything. And hate myself for being weak.
He let go of me but captured my face and sucking my lips hard. He is kissing me forcefully. I tried to escape but he is too strong.

" let go Craig, please... you can't even tell if i were a hon or a babe." I said pushing him. This is not the way Craig is, he is not like the possessive type, he is just plain. He is now forcing his hands under my blouse, trying to massage my breast. Damn!

" Stop it Craig " with all my forced i pushed him and he let me go.
" Dara hon...okay..babe.. i know you still love me, come here.." gesturing me to come to him.
" stop Craig, we can't save this, i choose him, i love him. " i confess. I take advantage of his shocked expression, i hurriedly get in my room and locked it.

What's happening with my life now. I cry again.

My phone signal that i have a message.
" oh shit Jiyong." i hurriedly check it.
"can i come inside." he texted. What?he is outside, here in my apartment? How did he know where i lived? shit, Craig.
I open the door.
"Hi." he greeted.
" Hello." I replied letting him come inside and closing the door behind. I looked outside but Craig wasn't there anymore.
" How did you find my place." I asked him.
" I-I'm actually following you." he chuckle. "Sorry, when i got here, i went straight to the office, i saw you and followed you. "
" Did you saw and heard everything?"
He just nod. I keep silent, i don't know what to say anymore.
He approached me and hug me tight, kissing my forehead.
" I love you too." He speak softly. I let go and look at his eyes.
" I love you so much and I am thankful that you choose me over him" he said smiling lovingly. I sob again and hug him tight. He just rub my back.

We ended up just ordering fast food and eating dinner in my apartment. We cuddle while watching tv.

" Wait, did you saw Craig leave?" his jaw hardened.
" Yeah, he just left." he said flatly.
" oh, okay.." I wondered if Craig know him.

He do the dishes and i just watch the tv while looking at his back. Well, i am also imagining things, gaah~
" Like the view?" he approached me and looking into my eyes, deeply.
" ahh, yeah! you are so responsible, what a great dad." I said. With that i got smacked on the lips. I just smiled. This man will worth the risk. I stand and capture his lips. Putting my hand around his neck. His hand is on my neck as well, kissing me hungrily. I feel at ease. My gosh, i'm really in trouble, i fall hard. I feel his member hardened. Damn!
" wait, hold your horses." i tease.
" Damn woman. " he closes his eyes and open it with a smile.
" we're taking it slow remember?" i tease. He chuckle.
" come here, lets sleep." he said.
" what, you're going to sleep here?" i ask confused.
" yes! i don't want to leave you tonight after what i witness a while ago. " he looked furious.
" oh okay, but no sex, just cuddle." i said frankly.
" i can live with that for now." he chuckle. " we need to teach this mouth of yours a lesson, come here. " he tug my arms and kiss me, again. kyaah~

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jiyongs pov coming~ xoxo