LIFE AS YOU SEE IT

1. ZINDAGI

Dear Kaira,

I can immediately connect with you when you say "Friends ke sath sab kuch itna easy hota hai it just flows itne kosis itne efforts nhi krne padte". Your irritation, your frustrations of not finding the right partner and your tendency towards friendship
over relationships, I feel that. You going through such frustrations because of fear that people may abandon you at some point in life, I feel that fear, it hits perfectly into me.

The pain you are hiding under those cute smiles from all the dramatic situations in your life can be deeply felt. You crave for love, happiness and attention and that is what I crave for too, seriously this is heartbreaking to crave for happiness, I know that feeling. I know it feels like banging the head to a wall when you just can't get over these dramas in your life and you feel frustrated. All those turning points which took place in your life make few things very clear that you can't control the things that come in your way through life, you can't stop people entering your life who are meant to cross your path, you can't hold on things or a person which is meant to go.

People leave; sometimes it's for the best. Not always we get the apology we deserve. I felt when Dr. Jehangir Khan said "hum ek kursi kharidne se pehle kitne saare kursi's try krte hai and some kursi's are comfortable but look like shit while others are nice but are hard on the bum, so the process starts kursi after kursi after kursi so, how many kursi's we check out before we find that one kursi; so, sometimes people leave to make place for someone better to step in and who knows maybe that will be that comfortable, good looking kursi we were looking for.

Kaira you have given us hope that things can get better. You have made us believe that we should leave behind those who make our journey difficult. You made us believe that we should follow our dreams that we desire to achieve. You taught us that it's important to cry your heart out sometimes because Dr. Jehangir Khan said "khul ke ro nahi paogi toh khul ke hass kaise paogi?" and yes it's very important to cry out everything we feel in front of oneself not in front of someone else because when you know yourself, you know your imperfections, what others think of you doesn't matter at all. I felt his words.

I hope to find my DR. JEHANGIR KHAN too so I can discuss all the broken, uncomfortable kursi's I've rested on, to speak exactly what I feel and cry my heart out without judgement. Thisworld is so scary but after watching you I feel I can make my journey easier by choosing easier path instead of difficult ones.

__SOMEONE LIKE YOU