You Don't Have To Face It Alone [Abused!BakugoxTodoroki]

Chapter Four- The Dream

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I knew I was dreaming, but it wasn't peaceful. My mind kept playing different scenarios in my head if I were to leave Kirishima. None of them were pleasant. I kept reversing time and trying to make different decisions, trying to see what each future would hold. They all ended in at least one person getting hurt. One scenario made me realize there's nothing I could do.

We were in class and Aizawa Sensei told us to get our hero suits and change for training. I grabbed mine and just as I was about to walk towards Todoroki, my arm was dragged back and I was yanked back into the class. Todoroki didn't see me though, so he didn't know what had just happened. The door was closed behind me and I dropped my case, trying to push whoever it was away from me.

I screwed my eyes shut and clenched my teeth while trying to push away. I was having a hard time breathing and stopped for a second to breathe. As soon as I stopped pushing, they pushed onto me, forcing their lips on mine. My eyes were wide open by now. They started kissing me while I was trying to punch them off. They grabbed my head and pulled me further into the kiss. My eyes got somehow wider and all I saw was red. I was about to bite his lip again when he plunged his tongue in my mouth.

I was still trying to to push him off, grabbing his waist to push him away with all of my force. He kept one hand on my head and the other traveled to my butt. He squeezed and I let out a loud yell, now using my force and pure anger to push him off of me. He was about 3 feet away from me and I was panting for air, wiping the spit off my lip. He had this demonic grin on his face and he started walking towards me again. I picked up my hero case swung it at him.

He hardened himself and the case cracked. I went to swing it again but he grabbed my wrist, squeezing it until I dropped the case. I watched as it dropped out of my hand, and when it did I looked back over at Kirishima, his eyes were glossed over. I used my free hand to punch him, but he used his damn quirk again to avoid any damage to himself. Pain shot through my entire hand as I had my mouth open in pain, slowly retracting my hand when he grabbed my other wrist. My hands were now immobile so I started kicking. He pinned me back against the wall and kept my hands above my head. He moved my hands together so he could hold them with one hand. With his now free hand, he forced me to look at him and kissed me again. He pushed onto me so I wouldn't be able to move my head away. He dragged his hand down my chest and up my shirt. Tears started to fall down my face, but I didn't want them to.

The classroom doors opened but Kirishima didn't stop his actions. I tried turning my head but I couldn't, so I moved my eyes. I could see Todoroki looking at me in disbelief. I tried moving my head to talk but Kirishima forced his tongue in my mouth again. I screamed and my eyes started to bulge. I started kicking again and he lifted me up, wrapping my legs around his waist one leg at a time. I tried fighting against it, but without my hands there's nothing much I could do. More tears started falling down my face as I started to violently shake my head. I looked back at Todoroki to see him backing up slowly. I looked at him with so much sadness, trying to send him a message that I don't want this, but he runs off.

Kirishima breaks the kiss and I'm once again panting and gasping for air. He looks at me like he's won something and smiles before talking.

"See? He left you. Everyone leaves you. You only have me now. What would you do if I left you? You would have no one. You need me. You can't leave me. Not only have you hurt him and everyone around you, but you'd hurt me, and you don't want that, do you Kat?" I stayed silent and he harshly slapped my face. My cheek was now stinging and I hung my head and shook it no slowly. Before I could look back up he punched the side of my face.

I shot out of bed holding the side of my face that was punched. I looked around and calmed down seeing I was in my dorm. I feel movement next to me and I tense up, until I see Todoroki. He has a hand around my waist that I didn't notice until he sat up next to me and I felt it pull me close to him. I wiggle out of his hug and crawl to the other end of the bed.

"Hey, what happened? Are you okay?"

"Promise me. You. Will. Not. Leave. Me. Alone. With him. Please. I mean it, I rarely say that so you have to promise me that you'll keep that promise."

'I love him, absolutely. I want to feel safe with him, but I don't think I can anymore. The only problem left is how I'll be lonely. And I don't know how to fall out of love. I'm in too deep to back out. Fuck.'

"I promise, and even if it isn't me, I'll make sure someone is with you when he's around. You can trust me on that." All I can do is nod before leaning back on my dresser, except my dresser isn't there.

I fall down on my back, legs slightly hanging on top of the bed. My eyes squint shut at the sudden pain in my back. I lift both my arms in the air before letting them fall on top of my face. I sit there for a few minutes before I can hear Icyhot laughing quietly. I try getting up to my best ability, but it doesn't work out that well.

I try pulling myself up but to no avail, so I have to swing my legs around the side of the bed. Now laying on my side, I'm squished between my wall and bed. I start to slowly push myself until I get stuck at my hips. Not accepting defeat, I trying pushing harder until the bed starts moving, but I'm still stuck. I huff and partially accept defeat.

"Icyhot, gimme a hand here. I'm stuck." He laughs and gets off the bed.

He walks over to me and squats down in front of me, resting his forearms on his legs. He looks down at me and smirks. I flip him off and he rolls his eyes.

"I guess you don't need my help then." He starts standing up.

"Wait! Help me up dammit. I take it back, however you do that." He squats back down and scooches over to me. I reach my hand out to him but he doesn't take it. Instead he reaches for my waist. He grabs my waist and starts tickling it.

"GOD DAMMIT ICYHOT! WHY DO YOU ALWAYS DO THIS! STOP TICKLING ME AND GET ME OUTTA HERE!" He waits a few more seconds before grabbing my hand and pulling me up.

Once I'm up I flip him off again and walk to my bed. He tackles me which leads to me holding my rib. He doesn't notice I was in pain and tried to sit on me.

"Icyhot, not now, that tackle made my rib hurt. Get off. I'm being serious." He got off quickly and started apologizing. I scoffed and rolled my eyes.

"So, why'd you end up falling over?" He asked.

"I dunno, probably cause I thought I was at the head of my bed and tried leaning against my dresser." I looked at the clock before laying back down. It was about 3:45 in the morning so I figured I would go back to sleep for another hour or so.

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If I'm being honest, I've already written like I'm eight chapters for this book, I'm just having a hard time posting them. But it's helping so I'm gonna keep doing it 😊.

Word count: 1,400

~Bebe17