[ shuhua pov ]
Miyeon had never seen me done this before.. She started crying when she saw me self harming, she took away my pen knife and shouted at me.
"Yah! shuhua! Why did you do that for?! What has gotten into you?! Why are you self harming?!"
"I-i- i dont know okay! I really don't know! I hate my life and i can't live without my mum okay! I can't get over her death okay! I can't i can't i can't! Shout at me all you want! I have no energy to shout anymore.." I replied while crying really hard.
"Shuhua.. i'll help you get your happiness back.. soon.. i hope..." Miyeon said while hugging me tightly.
{ the next day }
Miyeon's POV
I woke up with shuhua in my arms. "Shuhua. Wake up.. c'mon let's go to school.." I whispered.
"You go to school, i don't wanna go to school." I heard shuhua said with a sleepy voice.
"Ok fine, we'll not go to school today, i'll tell yuqi." I replied and pushed shuhua aside a bit and took out my phone.
yuqi💝
yuqi, shuhua and i aren't going to school today, just tell teacher that shuhua is sick and i'm taking care of her.
---oh, okay. uh, is shuhua okay?
yea, she's fine.. i hope..
--- make sure she's okay. pls.
yep i will. no worries. byee 💗
--- okay , byee🥺💗
"Shuhua, i'm gonna make some food for breakfast." shuhua just showed me the "ok" sign. I went to cook bacon and eggs for breakfast.
After i was done, i called for shuhua and she dragged herself out of her mum's room. She went to brush her teeth first and then sat down at her place to eat.
While we were eating, i asked her, "Shuhua, why not live with your father?" she choked on her food and started coughing.
"No way in hell am i gonna live with that asshole! He abused mum, he made mum sad, he cheated on mum! So there's no fucking way am i gonna live with him or even call fucking call him dad. he's just a fucking stranger to me." Shuhua said sounding really angry, guess i shouldn't have asked that question.
"Okok.. uh, you wanna live with me?" I asked.
"No thanks, i'm fine by myself." Shuhua said.
"Well then you're just gonna cut yourself and stuffs and i'm not gonna let you do that."
"Yea and why not?" Shuhua asked.
"Don't ask stupid questions okay" i said.
"Okok whatever you say" Shuhua said and then walked to her room.
[ shuhua pov ]
Miyeon's caring for me more than usual. Weird.. I honestly don't need care and concern because i'm just my worthless self but having miyeon to care for me gave me a feeling of... warmth? I took out my phone and started gaming.
"Shuhua." Miyeon called out to me when i was gaming causing me to get distracted and die in the game.
"What?! What!" I shouted back.
"You wanna eat ice cream?" Miyeon asked.
"Uh. Sure." I replied and then walked out to the living room and continued playing the game i was playing.
"Here shuhua, your ice cream" Miyeon said and handed me my ice cream while sitting beside me.
"What are you playing?" Miyeon asked.
"Call of duty." I replied.
"Oh i see, what's your level?"
"Uhm.. i don't wanna say." I said.
"Come on, i'm sure it's not that low, look at you. you play like a pro!" Miyeon said, trying to get me to say my level.
"Ok fine. I'm like only level 80" i said while looking back at my phone.
"Wow. Damn. No wonder you play like a pro. Come on don't play anymore, your ice cream's gonna melt." Miyeon then said asking me to eat my ice cream.
I stopped playing the game and ate my ice cream. "Hey, wanna teach me how to play call of duty?" miyeon asked.
"Sure." I said, i usually don't teach people how to game but i'll do it for miyeon i guess.
"I thought you usually don't teach people how to game?" Miyeon asked confusingly.
"I'll do it just for you, appreciate it okay." I replied with a forced smile.
"Hey you're smiling." Miyeon said smiling brightly.
"Forced smile." I replied with a poker face.
"Okay then.."
Was it really a forced smile though? Uhm.. because it's towards miyeon? Was it a forced smile? Ahh i really don't know oh my gosh! Am i really falling in love. It can't be. No no i'm
not falling in love, i can't be falling in love. Remember what happened with that one person..
A/N: yikes what happened to shuhua and that one person? who's that one person? will shuhua stop denying her feelings? who knows? hope you enjoyed this! love y'all ❤️
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chemistry//mishu
Fanfiction"i really really like you and it's totally fine if you don't feel the same"
