Psycho 1 - Adam: Living with my Psychotic Abuser [Reupload] [No more upload]

Ch. 9 Shower Mirror

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What the fuck was that.  I didn't even remotely do anything I've been imagining, and he is already terrified of me. I pace outside back and forth while gnawing at my nails. Let's just calm down. It's fine. I have all the time in the world. It's fine. I'm fine. If anything I can just end this quickly. Just thinking that made my heart churn. His fluffy face flashes through my mind. He reminds me too much of him.

Without realizing I was caught up in one of my favorite bars. I was drowning in an alcoholic feeling, the familiar sensation of the strong liquid stinging my neck passage. While eyeing the crowd, one guy caught my eye. He was a small little thing. I couldn’t really see his features with the flashing lights but I sensed his eyes examining me. I gave a small smirk; lifting my glass, calling him towards me. He adverts eye contact while turning his back towards me, slowly walking towards the back; swinging his hips in an alluring way. I took a gulp of my whiskey before paying the waiter and making my way towards his direction. 

“Let me in!” I hear the ringing of Adams' voice from outside making me forget about the little mouse that piqued my interest. I walked towards the entrance but felt a grab and the little mouse appeared. He stared up at me with a seductive glint. I lean down, running my hands on his thin waist. “Are we playing a game of Tom and Jerry or should I just eat you right here,” I whispered into his ear. I felt him quiver. I grabbed his chin holding it between my fingers but before my lips could make contact, I felt a smack on my lips. I open my eyes to see Adam puffing his chest up and down, glaring up at the ‘intruder'.

“...Adam…” He flicks off the mouse and pulls me out of the club. I hear him cursing him out under his breath. God, why is he so fuckable. I pull him into an alley, rubbing my hard-on between his ass cheeks. “You're driving me insane Adam. I want you so much. Just let me fuck you once. I'm much better than that old geezer.” I feel him twitching and turning under me. “What geezer?” 

“My dad of course. I know you're fucking him. Adam you fucking slut.” I grabbed onto his neck, pushing him against the wall while pulling his butt closer to my groin. “I'll kill you, Adam. I swear I will.” I know this was just drunk talk, but I allowed myself to continue. I know this Adam, the one in front of me, is too kind and traumatized to leave even if I threatened him till near death. All Adams are the same. Little sluts for others to sexualize.

I felt myself slowly lose track of my consciousness. I felt myself get light as I fell on top of the small lovesick puppy.

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I'm so confused. Who's fucking his dad? And kill me? What did I do to get such a dark drunk talk? What should I do? I don't even know the correct directions. I followed him...I don't even know why I followed him. It's not like we're dating, I have no right to feel like I've been cheated. But still catching him in such a scene really hurt my pride. Does he just like my appearance. Or maybe he doesn't even see me as a sex pleaser. That's why he went out. I mean the only thing similar was our height. He was a lot skinnier than me. His eyes were much bigger and brighter than mine. Maybe I should start losing weight or maybe surgery. Then...he won't have to go out...

Don't start getting depressed Ae Chung. Let’s get home first. I grabbed him, throwing him on my back and I just started walking aimlessly in the direction I came from. Why did this idiot have to get drunk? 

"Kyle?"

I turn to the voice. It was an attractive man. Checked out Kyle's age. Possibly my age. I'm not truly adept at speculating ages. At the point when we met eyes. I felt my heart skip a beat. Stunning, he is attractive. Like an Idol. He was in all likelihood blended in with some Asain, cause his eyes were a key point, I took note. He had sharp eyes like me however they shined an excellent cyan shading. In contrast to any contacts, I've ever seen. And yet, they looked so genuine and characteristic.

"Hey, let me help you." He quickly rushes out of his car and wraps one of Kyle's arms around him. “Let’s just go to my house. Y’all can stay overnight. I was going to your house anyway.” We slowly laid Kyle on the backseat. He opened the passenger door for me. “Thank you.” He nods his head and goes to the other side. The beginning of the car ride was quite awkward so I decided to start a conversation.

“So you’re Kyle’s friend?”

“Yea...Did he mention me?

“Just earlier today. He was talking about carpooling.”

“Ohh yeah.”

I didn’t really know how to respond, so I decided to keep my mouth shut. “...your name?” 

“Sorry, what were you saying?”

“What’s your name?”

“Oh, Ae Chung but you can call me Adam.”

“Di-Did Kyle give you that name?”

“Yes, Yes he did. How did you know?”
 
He didn’t really answer me, he just scrunched up his face, in disgust. And for the rest of the ride, we didn’t speak. I just kept examining his features. He was very handsome. He had a chiseled jaw, a well-defined nose. He had smile wrinkles. All-in-all he was just a classic hot dude. “We’re here.” I snapped out of my trance and quickly helped grab Kyle. We ended up placing him on the couch.

“Why don’t you go shower? You reek of the stench of alcohol. The bathroom is upstairs; take a left and then a right, it will be on the 2nd door to the left.”

I gave a soft nod before going upstairs and following his directions. But knowing me I ended up getting lost, so I retraced my steps, meeting back at the staircase. “Umm Friend of Kyle?” When I reached the bottom, what behold me was a frisky scene. Kyle was being undressed by his ‘friend’. “What do you think you’re doing?” 

I walked up towards them, pulling Kyle’s shirt down. I gave him a soft glare. “I was just wondering if you can repeat the directions.” He repeated the directions once more. I grabbed Kyle. Walking back upstairs. “I wouldn’t suggest doing that.” I looked back down, eyeing him up and down. I swished my head back around continuing the way he told me. Like hell, I’ll trust you after I just witnessed that.

We eventually did make way towards the bathroom. I set him down on top of the toilet. Fuck, wait what do I do now? Maybe I should take a shower first and then bathe him. Yea let’s do that. I stripped myself of any garments; placing them on top of the sink. I finally realized the bathroom decorations after looking into the window. There are portraits of boomers painted all around the walls. There was even a mirror in the shower. 

I felt a sudden change of atmosphere when looking closer at the portraits as if someone was watching me. I found nothing out of place, so I just brushed it off. I turned the knobs in the shower until it was the temperature I wanted. I felt my waist getting grabbed and pushed down. “Are you teasing me?” He grabbed my face, shoving his lips onto mine. He slowly opened my lips and I felt something pass through. “Swallow” Through force of habit I swallowed the foreign substance. “Good boy.” He gagged before pushing me off and lifting the seat up and throwing up in it. 

How can one person go in and out of a conscious state so many times? I rolled my eyes, and just entered the tub. I scrubbed myself with the soap that was on the handle. I started singing Fancy by Twice.

*click*

I turned my head towards the sudden noise. I just stared at the mirror. Why is there even a mirror here? I saw through the reflection, Kyle getting up and opening the curtain. “Hey! I’m showering!” I yelled. Suddenly I felt my eyes lose focus, as I succumbed to darkness. 
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Y'all get what I'm tryna say right? I think I'm being quite blunt. But Jason (that's the friend) has sugar daddies. And they installed portraits of his sugar daddies in the bathroom. U know for viewing purposes… so when Ae Chung/Adam stumbled in he kicked in the gears, so him being suspicious of the portraits…. Yea that explains itself. And the mirror that was installed prior to Adam arriving. Kyle knew he was horrible with directions so he made Jason install that mirror with of course a camera that triggers HIS phone, so… that also explains itself. Kyle...man… Kyle is a fucking creep. 😂😂😂

Idek why I'm explaining this, I guess I don't want any confusion but then again, I could've explained this in future chapters…...oof.