For the first time, the silence between us was longer than ever,
But this silence wasn't painful, rather a more peaceful one because I knew you won't forget me,
I won't forget you either.
I wish it had been this way, at least then we won't be hurting as we are now,
But I couldn't hide longer from the demons inside my head.
I should have fought harder but I lost; I let myself drown in all the thoughts inside my head.
Only that day though, I wish you had said something,
When I asked you if you'd tell me that you missed me back, I really wanted you to tell me something, anything at all,
Just to let me know that you were there with me.
But what came next only helped all the toxicity inside my head.
It's funny when I think about it now, because my feelings on that day makes no sense to me today,
I was more of an angry child then,
I felt jealousy running through me when I sneaked into your story,
I felt like she got your attention when I needed it.
