Just like that, I seemed to have found my reason;
"Loving you is not a sad thing,
Not being able to be with you is".
Loving someone who loves someone else is a sad thing;
Loving him has always been a blue feeling,
But loving someone who loves you back is a beautiful thing;
Loving you is a happy thing; a feeling of paradise.
I was finally able to let myself feel loved by you without fearing the consequences of this sweetness,
And I'm content to just be loved by you.
