The thought of losing you was a pain, and for the first time, I realised something,
It hurt when I thought of all the barriers in our way,
It scared me how cruelly the world could tear us apart in the name of rules, religion and every reason why I can never be with you,
Even though this thought has crossed my mind before, the intensity of these problems hit me hard for the first time.
I love you; you have me, do you realise that?
Did you know that I see myself living alone for the rest of my life because I couldn't stop loving you?
I would tell you I was happy to just be a part of your life, but deep down I'd also hope that everything would fall into place just the way I want,
That somehow, I could be with you till the end even though it all seem impossible now.
