My Alpha Mate

Chapter 14

I smiled at myself in the huge mirror in my bathroom. I was wearing this long red dress that was tight from my thighs and up but got loose at the end. It was lace all around with a silky fabric underneath and I'm thankful for that because it makes the dress much more comfortable. It also has this small bedazzled belt that is just above my hips. Its a strapless dress and strapless dresses aren't really my thing but I have to admit, I do like this dress.

My brown hair was up in a bun that was directly at the back of my head. Isabel teased my hair to give it volume? I'm not sure what that exactly means but it looks good. My shorter bangs hung out and at the top they were straight at the bottom it was lightly curled.

Isabel also did my make up. I don't know how she is so good at make up but she is. Its like a gift. She put this glossy red lipstick on me and I love it because it matches my dress perfectly; not to dark or to light. Then she did my eyeliner. She said it has to have 'wings' or something like that and she put fake eyelashes on which I don't like to much.. they're just uncomfortable and I'm fine with the eyelashes I have now. Bradley better like how I look because this took 3 hours! I don't think that's a normal time to be spending to go on a date but Bradley did say he wanted to go to this really fancy restaurant so I was like, okay. I'm really in to mood for more like pancakes of fried chicken but I'm okay with going where ever because I haven't eaten at all today.

We are suppose to leave at 8:30.
I turned my head towards the clock on my dresser that was next to my white bed. It was 8:25. I put on my silver high heels and headed out of my bedroom door.

I took my time down the hall because I do NOT want to trip and fall. The halls were very long. The walls are really tall. It didn't look ancient but it did look like a castle. Who ever built this, I'm extremely impressed.

I was almost to Bradley's door when I saw Clair walk in. Why the hell is clair walking into his bedroom?!

I quickly snook over and opened the door a little so I could see what was going on. I almost started laughing because I feel like a spy. Thank god this door is silent.

Bradley was wearing black tux and his hair looked messy but in a sexy way. I had to cover my mouth from letting out a purr.

"You wanted to see me?" Clair smirked while sitting on his his black bed.

"Yes. I wanted to talk to you about the marking thing."

Ohh, he's going to tell her that she should wait for her mate and that's wrong. Good job bradley. I smiled a little.

"What about it?"

"You can't tell Harper or anyone else that I tried to mark you. I won't be alpha anymore and-"

My breath hitched and my eyes widen. What? That doesn't make any sense at all. It can't be true. I was thinking so hard about how this is possible that my head started to hurt but then all the clues came crashing down on me at once.

'You guys were pretty loud last night, I could here thumping.' I remember Isabel saying. So that was Clair and Bradley. That why he was so nervous when I brought up Clair's mark. He tried to mark her! My MATE tried marking somebody else! When he already marked me!! I started to shake and then I hit the door and it went flying open and I fell onto the ground. I was pretty embarrassed and humiliated that I just fell on my face but the betrayal I felt was much worst.

Clair started laughing and clutching her stomach and Bradley was in pure shock. I stood up, completely ignoring what I just did.

I was silent at first, scared to look into his eyes but I did anyway. "You marked her." I whispered, looking straight at him. His blue eyes filled with regret. Probably regret of not rejecting me when he saw me. If was going to have sex and mark other girls he should have just rejected me right form the go.

He opened his mouth like he wanted to say something but nothing came out.

Tears started streaming down my face and as much as I tried to hold them back I couldn't. I choked out a cry and bit my lip trying to control my emotions

"You marked her!" I shouted while crying even harder. I walked over and started pounding on his chest as hard as I could but of course It didn't show much affect because he's an alpha.

"Your a liar! Your a liar! I TRUSTED YOU! Why did you do this to me!!" I screamed while backing away from him, not standing to be near him. I was gasping for air. I'm furious and extremely sad and upset and heartbroken.

"Harper please I-I'm sorry." he cried out in a strained voice.

"Sorry?!" I laughed bitterly. "Sorry won't fix what you did!"

"Let me explain! I was drunk! I didn't know what I was doing." he begged.

"How exactly did you get drunk?"

"She made me." he said looking over to the bed where Clair once was but now she is gone. She must have left because of my yelling. Stupid bitch.

"You let her get you drunk. You LET her. Your a faggot, a coward, and I hate you." I said with anger, and poison, and bitterness, and.. hatred laced in my voice.

His eyes turned dark. probably because he's an alpha and I just called him a coward. "I was drunk." was all he could say. He was drunk. That's all he could say?! Doesn't he know that I'm his MATE?! The one that is supposed to bring the good out of him and he for I? Doesn't he know that we were going to have pups someday? He was supposed to be there for me! Be my other half! I thought he loved me! I love him so much.. he promised he would never break my heart but it sure looks like he did!

"It doesn't matter that you were drunk and did it! What matters is that when you were stable, you decided to get drunk; risking what you promised me, risk betraying me, risk loosing us, risk.. Loosing.. Me. And I'm your mate.." The I said with my voice going from shouting to a gentle voice.

He looked down at the ground and didn't say anything else and with that I left. I quickly ran into my bedroom and slammed the door. I quickly kicked off my heels and jumped onto my bed.

I just want my caring sister, my sweet grandma, my mom and dad and max. I just want my family right now. I'm not sure if I was ready to be Luna anymore. It seems extremely hard.

Aw shit. I forgot to reject him didn't i? I was planning on doing it because he wouldn't. My heart hurts. I can literally feel it breaking, shattering into pieces. I cried and cried. I started shivering and got under my covers.
What hurts the most is he probably doesn't even care about what he did to me. If he cared he wouldn't have done that. He promised he wouldn't hurt me. Can I go back and join my old pack?

'No. unfortunately we can't.' my wolf said quietly.

'Where have you been?' I asked.

'I didn't know what to say.. our mate marked somebody else.'

After a few minutes I slowly started crying. I don't think I have any tears left. I'm pretty sure my fake eyelashes fell off but I don't know where.

I licked my lips and tasted my salty tears and with that I fell asleep.

Okay guys, so what do you think? Would you forgive Bradley if you were Harper? I tried making this chapter dramatic and show the emotion but I'm not sure how well I did. I really hope you liked it and thank god it's Christmas break! Don't forget to vote, comment, and follow! I love you!