I felt so unwanted. Seem like you already found your new girl bestfriend in your high school because you acted different. You didn't text me weird messages late at night, tagged me on your stories or send me funny cat videos on instagram. Even on your birthday i tried my best to be the first person to congratulate you. I texted you a long wishes and i appreciated your kindness towards me for the past few years. I feel so lucky to know you as my guy best friend. But your respones didn't excited enough. Somehow it hurts me. I bought you gifts and made you a birthday card but i just don't know when to send it to you cause i'm scared you'll think that i'm too over. I'm sorry if i annoyed you a lot lately, i poured all of my sadness to you because you're the one who could give a calmness to me. I'm sorry if you're start to feel bored whenever i shared my random thoughts with you. I'm sorry if i talked too much and over reacting. Because that's how i express my feeling..and i want you to be the first person to listen when i'm happy nor sad.
You know it is always sad to know that your best person didn't get excited talking with you like you guys used to. You feel left out, and that's happening on me.
20/05/20
Why are you being like this, u dumbass!
YOU ARE READING
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