Love Myself

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"...and then this fucker came and ruined my hair!" Alex said, scowling at Jamie who was focusing on his hands to stop himself from laughing.

We were sitting in the cafeteria in our usual table but this time brian was sitting next to me instead of Nate who was now sitting beside brian. I introduced him to my friends and now they are talking to him as if they know him for ages...nate gave up his favourite seat for him. That counts for something right?

"So brian, do you have any siblings?" Sarah asks.

"I have one elder brother." brian says and attempts to steal some of my pasta, thinking I wouldn't notice. I plunge my fork into the table beside his hand and he gulps.

"What about you?" Brian asks, now chewing on his own slice of pizza.

"I'm the only child. I wish I had a sibling." Sarah pouts.

"Ask your parents then. I'm sure they won't mind giving you one." Jamie says, smirking at Sarah.

"Ew! Don't talk about such stuff when we're eating, you retard!" Sarah yells at Jamie and I scrunch my nose in disgust. Brian and alex on the other hand give out a small laugh.

"Why? You guys don't like it when I talk about this stuff?" Jamie asks wiggling his eyebrow.

I make a disgusted face at him."Of course we don't like it! It makes us wanna puke Jamie!"

"You know you're practically shitting on everything we boys like. I didn't raise you that way, my Emmy pie." Jamie says before muttering to brian  about how disappointed he is at himself for being a bad 'father' to me.

I sneakily take a bite of Brian's pizza while he's talking to alex."Is sex all you guys think about? Come on there's gotta be something else you must like?" I ask.

"I do agree that it's not what we think about all the time but it's still probably the only thing we think about most of the time...does that make sense?" Alex asks.

"It doesn't. Okay tell us what you guys look for in a girl...you know personality-wise. What about you brian?" Lily asks.

He tilts his head back to think and I take a bite of his pizza, again. "I like it when a girl is smart and confident and doesn't depend on just her looks to attract someone. It kinda turns me on." he says glancing at me briefly and I drink my orange juice while looking in the opposite direction from him to avoid looking at him.

"Huh...then that means that half of the girls here don't even stand a chance with you." Lily laughs.

"What about you, j?" I ask trying to change the subject.

"I actually agree with brian here. I hate it when they try to act dumb because they think it's cute cuz it's definitely not." Jamie says, moving his hands to explain it better.

"I agree...it's so not cute." a scowl appear on Alex's face as if he just remembered something.

"I don't agree. I like d-dumb girls..." Nate stutters as he hesistantly eats his sandwich. This is one of those rare moments where nate loses his confidence.

Jamie pats him on the shoulder while laughing."You kinky little shit."

"Well then why did you guys hook up with the Watson twins last week?" Leah asks alex and Jamie while glaring at Jamie.

"Exactly. They were just a hook up and nothing more, besides they're pretty hot." Jamie says smirking at Leah.

I look at Leah and she seems....hurt? Is she insecure? She's one of the prettiest girls I've ever seen. I think I might need to have a talk with her later.

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