I don't know how to say that I'm not alright,
Parents say I don't need mental medicines anymore.
But it's clearly not going well and I'm working on therapy.
Not sure that I'm in pain because of my illness or I actually am sad.
Yet I didn't want to be a whiny emotional one so all I did was repressing
I couldn't loose up and chill down, that was the last thing I ever can do.
So it's really though to not suddenly disappear with bipolar, I wish people know this better
