Heck. It's been quite a while. About 5 months.........sooooooo much stuff has happened! First thing being how Covid-19 came..uhhhhhh. Want to see my friends again. I want to go back to school. About 2 months of quarantine now. I have mixed thoughts on Covid-19-19. Honestly many parts of me think it's like any other flu and other parts of me think of the dangers and how things are gonna thing. But like...isn't Covid-19 like the flu...! So why make a big deal out of it now.oh cause it's new but bet ya that if it happened years ago people may not be as worried. But yes I do see the concerns of it. Freshman year has gone by in a blink. Ib less then two weeks and I'll no longer be a freshman!!!!What! So surprising. Mom may get me a horse. I have Bandit but he's 27 and somewhat retired. Not sure right now if I'm getting a horse. We're looking at Lazy K horses and one of he ones we're looking at is Named Gallant. She's gonna be 22 in October. Another one is name Ella and she's 14. Ella is an appaloosa. Who knows though. Right now only God holds the answer and part of me is praying that I do get another horse. I've been very busy with school. Stress, stress, and more stress. I also got a pig that I'm raising for fair. Her name is Belle. I think I'm starting to lose feelings for Ben. Some part of me is happy cause sometimes I see him as someone who will underage drinks and do not so good things and plus, he'll never like me but then there's another part of me tat want to be friends with him. Idk. I think it's best if I lose feelings that way I can move on and start to like other people. Been two years of liking him now. A while but we'll see if I actually lost feelings once school starts up and I actually see him in person. But for now I'm gonna go, just thought I'd give a little update
