The Green Eyed Beauty(Completed)

losing control ( part 2) Express

Clary's  POV

I am hear up against the wall with Jace kissing me,  to be honest I miss this I never wanted it to end I just wanted to play with him for a minute but I think I am done with the playing I want to be with him more and any could ever think possible.  I mean I let him in on my family and past that will pain me forever.  But when I kiss him it all fades away like it was never there.  He makes me happy, like no one else ever has.  Yeah we may have had some ups and downs but we are here together, that must count for something right ?  Don't even get me started on the blonde bimbo out there.  I was proud I hit her as hard as I did,  I can't believe she thought you can think something is your but not have it for some time.

Nope, but when I came in here and I kissed him everything was gone and it was just me and him.  Everyone else would be wishing they were us.  His lips were solf and warm and his hands were holsing on to me tight like this might be they last time he would ever kiss me, well he can stop worrying about that because this will not be our last kiss I promise that.  At least I hope its not.

Jace's POV

She is kissing me back, finally I missed  her so much if I get her this time I am never letting her go again.  Yes I am kissing her like its the last time I will but I can't help it.  I feel like this will be the last time ever.  I hope it isn't, but hope is all I've got right know.  She pulls away from me and looks away and gets out of my grip.  Walking to the balcony.  They air is crisp and she is no and belly shirt.  I take my jacket off and go to put it on her but she stops me.

"It's okay Jace I'm fine"

"Yeah so it cold out here and you are wearing a shirt covering only half of your body, not that I mind but you don't need to get sick"

"Thanks" she said looking out and up to the stars.

Everything is silent------------------"Jace" she says softly.

"Yeah" 

"What happened" she asked, most people would be wondering'What?', but I didn't IO knew what she was talking about.  Meaning 'What happened to us"

I answered back honestly"You know, I don't really know"

She answer" Life is confusing everything has been confusing lately, I mean I have no clue on what to do, where to go, how to do things, this thing just keeps bothering me"

"Whats bothering you"

"You are bothering me, your all I ever think about and I don't like it at all,  I know I have been a snob lately but your just there in my head and I sucks because your somewhere esle and never mind....."Clary Don't ever think I don't understand believe me I do"

"Jace can I telling you something"

"Yes"

"Yes okay, this might be a little weird but I think I love you"

"Can I tell you the Truth"

"Sure why noy" I said a little scared

"I think I just might love you more"

I go to kiss her, I didn't even give her time to answer back I just kissed her.