The Green Eyed Beauty(Completed)

kissing him again

GOD I THINK I DRANK WAY TO MUCH TONIGHT MY HEAD IS ALREADY HURTING, Clary thought as Jace was helping her up the stairs.

"Jace"    "Yes Clary" Jace answered as they entered Clary's room.

Can you stay with me tonight I don't really want to be alone and I am drunk I don't want to get up and to something stupid or regretting something please" Clary said desperately

"Clary I don't think that is a very goo"........." Jace was cut off by Clary saying "Please Please Jace and plus I have been having... night.........nightmares"Clary said with a sad face as Jace just looked at her in sorrow.

"Fine I will stay with you" Jace answered Clary, and she smiled.

Jace gets into bed with Clary and curls up to his chest and she listen's to his heart beat it was the best sound she has ever heard because it meant he was live and here with her. Then she relaxed against him. Jace felt her relax against him he loved her so much and never could explain it he has never felt this way about a girl before and he never let anyone in his life. It took him years to let Isabelle and Alec in but when it came to her everything just spilled out and she did the same it was hard for her to let anyone in after everything that has happened to her you could tell she only had a few people to trust. I was the same way but I don't know what to do anymore I don't know what happens next with us because I never really loved anyone like ever and now she is here but I don't want her in my mixed up life. Have to tell her but I really want to be with her but this is the right thing to she can have a better life an someone better than me. But it would hurt her so bad after everything she has been through. GOD i don't know what to do she can find someone better this is the right thing to do.

It has been 8 hours I haven't slept thinking about how to tell  her that she can do better than me way better. Wait she waking up.

"Clary"

"yeah"

"we need to talk about a few things"

"okay go"

"I....I can't be with you "

" why is it something..."

" no no Clary your the best thing that's ever happened to me "

" then why are you letting me go "

" because Clary you can do so much better I don't want you to get mixed in my stupid life "

" fine get out please just get out please"

" can I kiss you one more time"

I lean into her and kiss her.

Clary's POV

He lean's in and kisses me I am kissing him again. I love kissing him but remember Clary he just broke up you. He wants to be this way fine let him if he wants to be an ass fine be that way. But in the end I'll show who the  bitch is NO MORE SOFT CLARY. I'll make sure he remembers me. I push him away and he stares at me straight in the eyes I smile and he walks out. Now it's time to have fun. They have no idea what I can be like. GET ready Jace.