𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐓𝐄𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐘𝐎𝐔 || ᵃᵏᵃᵃˢʰⁱ ᵏᵉⁱʲⁱ ˣ ʳᵉᵃᵈᵉʳ

Chapter 4

A bit of self-harming ⚠
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It's been so long since I got attacked. I can sense that Akaashi is avoiding me. I wait for him in front of his class. But I can't see him anywhere.

"Sorry, where is Akaashi-san?"

gonna put 'san' at the back so people don't think I'm have anything with to Akaashi.

"He's already left."

"Is that so. Thank you."

I left and started to walk to the gym. Its been days Akaashi acting like this. I heard a ball smashing on the wall. 'It's still a bit too early though.' I took a peek between door and saw Akaashi practising.

"Hey, Akaashi. " I walk towards him.

"Oh, (y/n)-san. I'm sorry but I need to go somewhere."

"Are you trying to avoid me?"

He shook his head and walked away. I grab his wrist.

"I'm sorry if I do anything wrong." I faced the ground.

"you don't need to. Its... my fault." I can't hear well the last part. He pulls his hand from mine.

I sigh. I walked to the changing room and get ready. Then, more people come to the gym. I barely focused that time causing a ball smashed on my face. The ball that Kou-nii had spiked. My face went red. Everyone there laughed, even me. Thinking how careless I am.

I offered myself to clean the gym to busy my mind. It coincidence that it's Akaashi's turn to lock up the gym. Awkward silence fill the room. I even barely myself at that time.

"Hey!"

Akaashi suddenly grab my hand. I just realised that I tried to choke myself. I even had a hard time to breathe. I chocked awhile.

"Stop this."

"Sorry. My body moved by herself."

"No, stop. I know your lying, "

"Why you were avoiding me, Akaashi-san?"

Akaashi having hard time to answer my question.

"Fine then."

I pull the cloth that wrapped around my neck. *am I dazai or something?

"Wait, STOP! Fine, I tell you. I felt guilty that you got attacked because of getting closer to me." he said while rubbing his nape.

"Why should you feel like that. It's them who acting like a real idiots. Do you know that they even prevent me from talking to nii-san. They sure are just a bunch of dumbhead"

"I'm sorry? For avoiding you."

"Apologies accepted. But, you need to buy me pudding." He looks at my face with a gentle smile.

Now I know why his fan is head over heels for him.

I feel my body so heavy, maybe lack oxygen because I chocked myself. I let my body fell but an arm catch me at my waist.

" Just don't do like that again."

"Sorry."

Akaashi put me at the bench to help me breathe normally.
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[3rd person POV]

" we will hold a summer training camp. Other schools were there too. Just show them what we got. We also have another school from Miyagi, Karasuno high. That's all. " coach Takeyuji.