Stay Till Midnight || Jolex

Someone like you

Our noses are touching, I can feel his breath on my face. My eyes wander from his eyes down to his lips. The lips that I've kissed hundreds of times. He leans in and closes the small gap between us. The kiss starts off slow but gradually gets more urgent, fuelled with endlesss desire. It's like we're kissing away every mistake and every year, every month, every day that we weren't together. I need air but I don't want to pull away. I don't want this to end. I let out a soft moan. Gosh, he's such a good kisser. He deepens the kiss, his hand snake around my waist and he runs his hands underneath my shirt. He pulls his lips from mine and lifts my shirt up and over my head. I'm straddled over his lap with only my black lace bra around my torso. I lean in for another kiss but he has a different idea, he brings his lips to my neck instead. I bite my bottom lip trying not to moan loudly. The last thing we want, or need, is one of the kids waking up. He moves his lips down to my chest. I want him, I need him.

I look and stare so deep in your eyes
I touch on you more and more every time
When you leave I'm beggin' you not to go
Call your name two, three times in a row
Such a funny thing for me to try to explain
How I'm feeling and my pride is the one to blame
Yeah, cause I know I don't understand
Just how your love can do what no on else can

I tug at his shirt, pulling it off. I run my hands down his front. Not much has changed though I think his stomach is even more muscular, like he's been working out. Our lips meet again in a frenzy of need. Moans escape from both our mouths. My hands are wrapped around his nech for dear life.

Got me lookin' so crazy right now
Your love's got me lookin' so crazy right now
Got me lookin' so crazy right now your touch's
Got me lookin' so crazy right now
Got me hoping you page me right now your kiss's
Got me hoping you save me right now
Lookin' so crazy your love's got me lookin'
Got me lookin' so crazy your love

He unclasps my bra and it falls to the floor. Everything he does with his hands and mouth is driving me wild. I forgot how much he had that effect on me. He lays his left hand very gently on my lips, covering my mouth completely. "Shh, not so loud. You'll wake the kids." Shit, I forgot about the kids. I wasn't being that loud though, was I? He removes his hand and goes back to kissing my neck and chest. I groan softly, that's going to leave a mark for sure.

When I talk to my friends so quietly
"Who he think he is?" look at what you've done to me
Tennis shoes don't even need to buy a new dress
You ain't here, ain't nobody else to impress
It's the way that you know what I thought I knew
It's the beat that my heart skips when I'm with you
But I still don't understand
Just how your love can do what no one else can

He lays me down on the couch and starts kissing down my stomach. My hands entwine themselves in his hair. He stops for a second, his thumb brushes over the scar from the c-section. Then he kisses it gently and moves down to unzip my pants. 

Got me looking so crazy right now, your love's
Got me looking so crazy right now
Got me looking so crazy right now, your touch
Got me looking so crazy right now
Got me hoping you'll save me right now, your kiss
Got me hoping you'll save me right now
Looking so crazy in love's
Got me looking, got me looking so crazy in love

(Crazy in love, Sofia Karlberg)

I wake up to the sun shining through the window. I'm lying on top of Alex on the couch with a blanket thrown over my back. A small smile kreeps on to my face as I remeber last night. It was amazing. So much better then the drunken sex at the hotel a year ago. I frown, he's leaving today. He's going back home to Izzie. I bite my lip as tears threaten to fall. I can't feel this way. I shouldn't feel this way about him anymore. I take a few deep breathes.