His Son

Part 10: Story

2 weeks later 

its been about two weeks. I mean i guess were doing fine, back to the sex and other stuff. though i still think he has secrets, i wanna find them out but how? '' Ky'' i heard tay'veon yell from the room. what i do this time i asked myself, ''what'' i answered him.'' attitude much?'' he came out of the room in sweats and a hoodie, '' im finna hang out wit Draco n them you gone be good alone?'' he asked me/'' im a grown fucking woman imma be just fine.'' he laughed and kissed me, '' alright imma call you later.'' i nodded yes and then he left the house i watched out the window as his car pulled out of the driveway. i waited a good 5 minutes and then a ran into the room. i locked the door behind me and then i ran to the closet. surely he must have something in here to hide. i looked for about 10 minutes and then i found a book. there were no words on it but it did have a lock. i went to his drawer and opened it i found a couple keys i tried 2 of them and then it unlocked on the third one. i started flipping pages and reading some pages he had wrote i hate treating her this way and i feel so bad. i finally found a page from the day he had hit me with a bat. it read,

'' I hate myself so much what the fuck was i thinking to do that to her i feel so shitty. 

i dont know how to make it up to her.'' 

and i kept reading more pages. i found one that said, 

'' when am i gonna tell her about my baby momma problems. i mean she will probably leave me after i tell her. i dont want her to leave. i dont want her to know that shes the reason me and my baby momma broke up.'' 

what the hell? so he fucked me and got caught. and he sure as hell should have told me this. i mean seriously. i closed the book. i stayed in the room until i heard the door open about an hour later. '' hey im ho-'' i had stopped him. '' where did you really go?'' i started walking towards him with the book behind my back, he laughed, '' i told you i went to hang out with the boys.. chill'' or did you go to see your child" i said holding the book up. '' i-'' he looked worried. '' when the fuck where you going to tell me'' i said stepping closer but he stayed quiet. '' Nigga i dont even care that you have a child so start speaking and tell me why you didn't fucking tell me.'' i looked him dead in the eye. i dont think he's seen me this mad before. '' baby i was gonna tell you but i..- '' i looked at him like he was crazy, ''quit the baby shit, nigga spit it out'' he put his hand on  my shoulder and i moved it off of me, '' i was scared.'' i rolled my eyes and turned around. '' okay.'' i dropped the book and put my shoes on and grabbed my keys, '' Ky'era where are you going,'' he asked me actually looking hurt and for a second i felt bad. 

''away from you'' i said as i was about to open the door, he grabbed my arm and looked me in my eyes.'' please dont leave me Ky'' he had tears in his eyes. His tricks. I wasn't gonna fall for this again or i would feel stupid. '' oh nigga please you should've thought about this before you decided not to tell me.'' i left and slammed the door behind me.

i drove around town and Tay was calling me like crazy, every call was sent to voice mail. every text was left on read. i couldn't let him win this time. i finally called Neveah and told her every last detail, starting with my knees and ending with the baby momma problems. she told me i should come over so i did. I still had my key so i just unlocked the door. i went into the living room and there sat Chris, Neveah  and Tay'veon.