Playboy's Sanity

Chapter 20

Playboy

I can't die like this. She's still a Belaez. I need to make her Corrins. I'll marry her.

I smile when I remember the first time I saw her. Sobrang ganda niya. Pagkatapos ko siyang makita nang araw na iyon hindi na siya mawala-wala sa isip ko. Even in my dreams.

"What is happening to you, Ashen?"Pierre look at me weirdly."Are you sure you're not coming with me? I'm with the girls? We're going to hang out and chill."

"I know."tinaasan ko siya ng kilay."I'm not in the mood, Pierre." I said as I shooked my head.

"Kelan ka pa nawalan ng gana sa babae, huh?"He laugh.

"Ngayon lang."kibit-balikat na sagot ko sakanya."Leave my room, now. Stop pestering me, Pierre."inis na utos ko sakanya at binato siya ng unan. Tatawa-tawa naman siyang lumabas ng kwarto ko.

"Who's that chick?"tanong niya sabay akbay saakin."You're flavor of the week?"he wiggled his eyebrows.

"Shut up!"bigla ay parang nabadtrip ako kay Pierre. Tinabig ko ang kamay niyang nakaakbay saakin."Don't call her like that!"galit na sabi ko at iniwanan na siya.

Seriously! What is wrong with me? I can't be serious to that girl! Damn! That's impossible! I don't like her!

Parang baliw akong tumatawa mag-isa ng malaman ko na hindi Sally Aurell ang pangalan niya. It's Sapphire Belaez. Why would she lie to me? Aren't she lucky that I find her interesting? Is she rejecting me? Damn! I should stop thinking about her.

Nasa isang club kami ngayon. I'm not in the mood to flirt or to fuck someone right now nang may kumandong sa hita ko ay pinaalis ko lang iyon. Hindi ko maintindihan kung bakit ganito ako! As if I'm not in my usual fucking self.

"Problem?"bumaling ako kay Park.

Umiling ako."Wala."sagot ko sakanya. Pero agad din akong napaisip."On the second thought...anong ibig sabihin kapag tinanong mo ang isang babae kung anong pangalan niya tapos ibang pangalan ang binigay niya? What does it mean?"I asked confused.

"She's not interested in you."diretsong sagot ni Park.

I gulped before drinking my champagne. Fuck!

Hindi na dapat ako nagtanong. Mas lalo lang akong ginugulo ngayon ng sinabi ni Park.

"She's not interested in me? Really?"parang hibang na kausap ko sa salamin sa kwarto."Why? Ano bang gusto niya sa isang lalaki? Gwapo? Damn! Noong umulan ng kagwapuhan gising ako, nasa labas at may dala-dalang drum. May ABS?"I flex my muscles in front of the mirror.

"I have everything that she's looking for a guy. What else does she want?"

"Maybe someone who's not playboy?"I glared at Pierre who dare to enter my room without knocking.

"Fuck you! Atleast knock before you enter someone else's room, asshole!"

He chuckled."Kumatok ako. At hindi naman kasi nakalock ang pinto. Sino bang kausap mo diyan sa salamin?"he teased.

"Wala ka na doon! What do you want?"I asked annoyed.

"Club."

"Tss."

I grinned when I see her."Sally!"Pinihit ko siya paharap saakin at inis na mukha ang lumantad saakin. She hates me I know it. Kahit sino naman magagalit kung kaharap mo ngayon ang taong sumira sa pamilya mo at nagpakulong sa daddy mo. But still I just can't give her up. The more I want to, the more I crave for her. And it wasn't just sex...it's more than to that. She's addicting, whenever she's around I get my sanity back and when she's not I started going insane. Hindi ko alam kung anong ginawa niya saakin. But all I can think at this moment...is my future with her. Fuck! Is it even possible? Hallucinations? Why am I seeing my future with her?